I have had my heart smashed to bits several times and have had it with the whole deal. My last relationship was two years ago. Her and I were together 10 years. She cheated and played games and that was that.
I dated this one girl in the late '90s who I was TOTALLY head over heels for. Never felt that way before or since. Crazy for this chick. Everything she said was perfect; she looked perfect (to me), etc. Then over the course of a season or two I found out she was completely psychotic and basically lived a split life. Crushed me, dead.
I'd like to believe in romantic love, but I just do not any longer.
Not ONCE have I ever cheated on a girl. Hell, with that 10-year gal I lived alone in another country for a few years. Had all sorts of chances to cheat. Never did.
In the end she treated me like just some piece of shit who never mattered.
Fuck it.
female usualy not like that,, has to be something with you ,, maybe too kind of a fella,, you cant be too kind to girl my friend,, you always need to make sure you win some ,, bodybuild especialy we love our asses,, our girls know this and either in for it or not ,,but our girl knwo we love our asses,,
be litle more strong with them ,, dont let them step on you ,, pussy is only a pussy and every woman is kind and will at the end if inlove do whatever to make you happy trust me on that,, dont get blind by the look ...remember its all make up and balonie,, moment you fuck it couple times pussy remain pussy and its all about same...unless the girl is 250lb obese then its a problem,, but over all 120-160 all the same balonie IF! THE GIRL IS SMALL TO BEGIN WITH!,,the girl has to have small to medium frame to begin with ...to be cosndierered small and pull ilussion ,, in any way you have to make sure she respect you and that doesnt mean give her money or find a good career...it means she need to know you are one thing she wont be able to live with out,, no not physically but EMOTIONALY
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your story is sad but life is long
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