Dear diary,
Been off for 5 weeks now
I feel this week was the starting point of "my body getting shittier"
I am still the same size in a shirt but I lost the constant little pump and veins.
Haven't weighed myself cause I don't want to get depressed if I am lighter (I probably am a bit since the water bloat went away)
I still have 4 weeks to go before shooting everything I can get my hands on.
on a good note, it feels so fucking good not having to stick a needle in my body for all that time, it has been a while since I had a break
on another good note, I have the libido of a 90 years old man so I don't want to fuck every woman I see which is good for my relationship
good night
xoxo