How Do You Think You'll Die?

[booty]

Actually I'm interested to see what it's like on the other side (wherever we end up after death). Honestly, if there is nothing after death though then that would suck just waiting to see nothing but black honestly. I've sat there with people when they've passed away and just seen the body go cold  and would actually be jealous. This person after death gets to see something that I'll never get to see until after I'm dead honestly. I guess that's what happens when you volunteer in a morgue at 15 but you learn a lot.

I always thought I'd go out in a blaze of gunfire and die from the wounds but now I don't think my death will be that exciting I'll probably just go in my sleep. By the way, no chance in hell I commit suicide so if it comes on CNN that I did that its a damn lie a tell you. A complete and utter lie!

 

I am very interested in the afterlife as well.  I believe that the soul lives on.  My deceased partner made a promise to me when we were first together that when he died if there was something there he would find a way to reach out to me and let me know.  A few weeks after his death I was not coping well and was at home alone just sitting there thinking about him.  I was very sad as I was recalling a very sad moment when he was alive.  I felt something hit my right hand and thigh.  It was like a really strong energy.  I jumped back and looked around.  I couldn't see anything and there was no windows open etc.  I honestly believe that he found a way to reach out to me. 

[Primemuscle]

It's not that I am afraid of dying, but I am very afraid of leaving loved ones behind especially my two children.  I am afraid of what would happen to them.  Not being there for them etc.  I am afraid of what will happen to me after I die.  I do not want to be put into the cold dark ground.  I don't want to be all by myself burried.  When I burried my partner years ago, I didn't want him put into the ground.  I couldn't stand the thought of him there all by himself.  I think I will have to be cremated and have my ashes scattered accross the ocean.  

Cremation is a good choice, I believe. Why take up space in the ground? Anyway, there is nothing to be afraid of; when your dead, you don't need your body. If you believe you have a soul, your soul leaves your body when you die. Some suggest it is like being set free from your body. If you don't believe in an afterlife, you won't know that your dead body is in the ground anyway. Really, it the folks you leave behind who suffer the loss....just make it a little easier for them by leaving some instructions on your wishes. I told my kids I would like to be cremated. However, since I'll be dead, they are welcome to do as they please with my remains.

[booty]

Cremation is a good choice, I believe. Why take up space in the ground? Anyway, there is nothing to be afraid of; when your dead, you don't need your body. If you believe you have a soul, your soul leaves your body when you die. Some suggest it is like being set free from your body. If you don't believe in an afterlife, you won't know that your dead body is in the ground anyway. Really, it the folks you leave behind who suffer the loss....just make it a little easier for them by leaving some instructions on your wishes. I told my kids I would like to be cremated. However, since I'll be dead, they are welcome to do as they please with my remains.

Yes the soul leaves the body, so you know longer need your body.  But for some reason, I feel like I am being a bit selfish by wanting to hold onto my body.  I would like to donate organs to be used by living people who need them.  But my selfish side is afraid that my body will be cut up and used for scientific reasons.  So I am kind of torn and haven't committed to donating my organs etc.  I have told my parents what I want but I don't know if they will do as I wish. 

[Doug_Steele]

Yes the soul leaves the body, so you know longer need your body.  But for some reason, I feel like I am being a bit selfish by wanting to hold onto my body.  I would like to donate organs to be used by living people who need them.  But my selfish side is afraid that my body will be cut up and used for scientific reasons.  So I am kind of torn and haven't committed to donating my organs etc.  I have told my parents what I want but I don't know if they will do as I wish. 

Just go and see a lawyer, draw up what you want and there you have it. I have epilepsy and i will not die from it something could happen while at the gym, work or home and i could break my neck, stop breathing or something else,..etc. That is why when i turned 18, i paid a attorney to have my ashes cremated and spread off into the Great Barrier Reef when i am dead, but the catch is if i get married or have a kid, i would let my kid/s and or wife decide. 

[booty]

Just go and see a lawyer, draw up what you want and there you have it. I have epilepsy and i will not die from it something could happen while at the gym, work or home and i could break my neck, stop breathing or something else,..etc. That is why when i turned 18, i paid a attorney to have my ashes cremated and spread off into the Great Barrier Reef when i am dead, but the catch is if i get married or have a kid, i would let my kid/s and or wife decide. 

That's where I want my ashes scattered...over the great barrier reef.  I am sorry to hear you have epilepsy.  Just don't get close to any trains.  I saw a man once have an epileptic fit near a train and it was very scarey.  Some kind person grabbed him as a train was coming and luckily he didn't fall onto the tracks. 
But I will take your advice, I need to get something written up. 

[Doug_Steele]

That's where I want my ashes scattered...over the great barrier reef.  I am sorry to hear you have epilepsy.  Just don't get close to any trains.  I saw a man once have an epileptic fit near a train and it was very scarey.  Some kind person grabbed him as a train was coming and luckily he didn't fall onto the tracks. 
But I will take your advice, I need to get something written up. 

Yeah, i am not having them here in America. The worst thing that happened was when i was benching and no one was there to help me, but i guess i was "Lucky enough" that the bar bounced to the side of my chest then instead of rolling up on my neck.  I have been doin cardio a few times and fell straight on my face.  I C'mon, you have seen my face.  I guess it could be worse. 

[booty]

Yeah, i am not having them here in America. The worst thing that happened was when i was benching and no one was there to help me, but i guess i was "Lucky enough" that the bar bounced to the side of my chest then instead of rolling up on my neck.  I have been doin cardio a few times and fell straight on my face.  I C'mon, you have seen my face.  I guess it could be worse. 

Dam, I hope these things don't occur on a regular basis.     Otherwise the positive to it is that you would be good entertainment at the gym.   
And btw, I thought you looked like an aussie.  You would fit right in here in queensland.  You look at home on the beach. 

[Doug_Steele]

Dam, I hope these things don't occur on a regular basis.     Otherwise the positive to it is that you would be good entertainment at the gym.   
And btw, I thought you looked like an aussie.  You would fit right in here in queensland.  You look at home on the beach. 

Nah, i volunteer my time to Kids who have epilepsy. It irritates the hell out of me that people tell them that they are freaks and will be losers in life. LOVE IT! Australia is so amazing! I love the beach and find it intoxicating. The beach is like the gym to me....it s a place that you can lose yourself, but find yourself also. 

[booty]

Nah, i volunteer my time to Kids who have epilepsy. It irritates the hell out of me that people tell them that they are freaks and will be losers in life. LOVE IT! Australia is so amazing! I love the beach and find it intoxicating. The beach is like the gym to me....it s a place that you can lose yourself, but find yourself also. 

People actually tell children that they are freaks and will be losers in life??     Dam people can be so cruel at times, it's so sad.  It's a good thing that you are doing Doug.   

[WillGrant]

My fear is cancer or heart attack.

Not ruptured colon ? 

[WillGrant]

it doenst mater how you die ,, it matter what you did while alive to change others lifes,, any life! ,, for if you change even one single life and gave it hope in any way shape or form ...you will find yourself flying high ,, very high with your own wings to touch the face of god

gh15 approved

QFT 

[Doug_Steele]

People actually tell children that they are freaks and will be losers in life??     Dam people can be so cruel at times, it's so sad.  It's a good thing that you are doing Doug.   

Yep, that i why i volunteer my time.  I know i have had enough hits to my face, concussions,..etc. But i will not give up on kids. 

[w8m8]

I am very interested in the afterlife as well.  I believe that the soul lives on.  My deceased partner made a promise to me when we were first together that when he died if there was something there he would find a way to reach out to me and let me know.  A few weeks after his death I was not coping well and was at home alone just sitting there thinking about him.  I was very sad as I was recalling a very sad moment when he was alive.  I felt something hit my right hand and thigh.  It was like a really strong energy.  I jumped back and looked around.  I couldn't see anything and there was no windows open etc.  I honestly believe that he found a way to reach out to me. 

interesting

you are saying you believe you can be seen/heard from the "other side" .. so do you ever give thought to how you live and behave is noticed at all or does it not matter ? .. do you think your dearly departed ( not to mention your living children ) is proud of how you represent yourself and how you relate to strange men on the internet ?

you honestly exhibit a severe lack of self respect and act as if you are not leaving ( or aware of ) a vile impression that will overshadow whatever valuable worthwhile woman you may prefer to be seen as


I have lived my life knowing my parents are looking down on me and always bear in mind what they would think of how I live and present myself to others .. you should seriously step back and take a hard look at yourself and your behaviour .. you are not 19 yrs old and without responsibility to be a role model for your children

[Raymondo]

I have lived my life knowing my parents are looking down on me and always bear in mind what they would think of how I live and present myself to others .. you should seriously step back and take a hard look at yourself and your behaviour .. you are not 19 yrs old and without responsibility to be a role model for your children

LOL

They must be proud of your legacy on getbig.

[wes]

LOL

They must be proud of your legacy on getbig.

* bites tongue *   

[devilsmile]

interesting

you are saying you believe you can be seen/heard from the "other side" .. so do you ever give thought to how you live and behave is noticed at all or does it not matter ? .. do you think your dearly departed ( not to mention your living children ) is proud of how you represent yourself and how you relate to strange men on the internet ?

you honestly exhibit a severe lack of self respect and act as if you are not leaving ( or aware of ) a vile impression that will overshadow whatever valuable worthwhile woman you may prefer to be seen as


I have lived my life knowing my parents are looking down on me and always bear in mind what they would think of how I live and present myself to others .. you should seriously step back and take a hard look at yourself and your behaviour .. you are not 19 yrs old and without responsibility to be a role model for your children

If I had children I wouldn't sexually abuse my self infront of a webcam and flirt with hundreds of men and bi women all the time just to get more money . I think that if you have children you are ready to make a strong commitment away from all sorts of stuff what many of us would call entertaining, but also do it because you really want to for the sake of the kids.

I know for a certain that I will not have any children because as for right now, I couldn't even phantom a relationship. I've been seeing this girl for 2 months now and we click like that, it's been over 2 years since I've felt any sort of magical feelings just lying on the bed stareing her eyes.... but what comes to relationship, NO way, it is a holy thing for me and strong commitment and dedication and emotions tell only 50% of the story all the time... not to mention getting married or having kids. People don't think things through ever, they just get emotional and think their emotions are so special and life changing  

[wes]

People don't think things through ever, they just get emotional and think their emotions are so special and life changing 

^THIS^
You`re pretty smart for a young guy.

[w8m8]

LOL

They must be proud of your legacy on getbig.

 


jaw breaking fucking yawn






wanna throw bait ?


go fishing .. I'm not arsed with your bullshit

[w8m8]

If I had children I wouldn't sexually abuse my self infront of a webcam and flirt with hundreds of men and bi women all the time just to get more money . I think that if you have children you are ready to make a strong commitment away from all sorts of stuff what many of us would call entertaining, but also do it because you really want to for the sake of the kids.

I know for a certain that I will not have any children because as for right now, I couldn't even phantom a relationship. I've been seeing this girl for 2 months now and we click like that, it's been over 2 years since I've felt any sort of magical feelings just lying on the bed stareing her eyes.... but what comes to relationship, NO way, it is a holy thing for me and strong commitment and dedication and emotions tell only 50% of the story all the time... not to mention getting married or having kids. People don't think things through ever, they just get emotional and think their emotions are so special and life changing  

people who have children should know the commitment to be a parent isn't just "allowing" them to live with you .. it's supporting them and guiding them into becoming valuable and decent people .. easy money may be a thrill .. but at what cost to self respect will someone stoop for a dollar or an offer from someone to screw them and perceive it as a compliment ?

[Tito24]

probably with a cock in my mouth

[devilsmile]

people who have children should know the commitment to be a parent isn't just "allowing" them to live with you .. it's supporting them and guiding them into becoming valuable and decent people .. easy money may be a thrill .. but at what cost to self respect will someone stoop for a dollar or an offer from someone to screw them and perceive it as a compliment ?

You sort of answered your own question there.

I think that exotic dancing- or strip teasing could be just that, I mean I've been to strip clubs couple of times and had a lap dance but I also gave kudos for the girls flexibility and endurance etc. and asked what does she do besides this etc. But when you have kids, I dunno... even spreading your legs to filthy men and have them put money in your gstrings feels just morally akward to me, not to mention letting them fuck you for money.

If I was a parent I would do everything but sell my body like that. Why do women not care that they are fealt as cum dumpsters, no more valuable than, lets say a coffee cup?

^THIS^
You`re pretty smart for a young guy.

For example. This girl I like, I would be dissapointed if she didn't want to see me anymore because she's one of the few girls I truly respect and really like. And ofcourse she's a little more mellow than my stressfull over thinking self, so I understand if she gets suspicious why I want to avoid a relationship but as for now she agrees with me and feels me.

But, even if the day comes that she doesn't want to see me anymore because she is more willing to throw herself in and "there's no problems so why not do it", I would only get better from it. It would hurt, but I would embrace that feeling and become even stronger.
I'm not even trying to make it work, at this point I think it should work even if we didn't see eachother for months, and if we still have the fire then it's something, but even then doesn't mean we should turn our lifes around... it should be even greater.

Some say that life is too short to think these things, true, but for me on the other hand life is too big to make relationships and living for other people the life meter.

And as for the after life goes, I'm not the kind of person that all of a sudden wants to live for the after life itself, I've been doing alot of shit in my head allready, so if there's an afterlife my soul will burn like a guy. But even so if I had kids, then I'm a holy man infront of them.

[w8m8]

Not fishing, I'm not trying to provoke you, but you've gotten righteous about what other people do online and what their late loved ones would think, when you've spent years vomiting out torrents of bipolar/borderline abuse.

You don't need special glasses to see the contradiction since it's so glaring.

whatever account you lost or use at other times must be one of my "followers" .. if you think your opinion makes a difference then fill your boots.. what you don't know is a helluva lot better than what you think you do know

I don't think someone who's reg'd on August of this year would know about what I've done for years here .. so excuse me I will clarify .. there is no contradiction

I am blunt .. what I say may not be pretty or welcomed but I speak my fucking mind and I don't allow grown ass men to say shit to me without responding in kind .. there's plenty of posts on this board that make mine look mellow so try looking around at what the history of Getbig is

Meak I am not and I'm proud of how I am .. I know how to survive on my own without having to depend on anyone for anything .. and have done so without the need to become an object for men to pay me for any "services" because I have great tits , open holes to screw and look good enough to be a model .. my intelligence is more valuable to me .. and by the looks of it .. you couldn't understand how a woman can be strong and able to handle herself in any situation


My self worth is not determined by how many strange men say "I'd fuck you" so I don't need to put myself on display, troll for compliments ,  or have a webcam for attention

so carry on with your skewed perception and next time use your other account so it looks better to discuss what I've done for "years"


 

[w8m8]

Look, you're talking beside the point using a straw man argument, shifting attention to you character. My point had nothing to do with who you are, but with what you wrote. You're passing judgement on "faults" of which you are a proud "bearer". Whatsmore, you do this constantly. Like when you blasted another member regarding his bisexuality, when you've openly admitted being bisexual yourself. When another getbigger pointed this out, you went back to your posts and deleted the references to your being attracted to other women.

You can write what you want, be as proud of your antics as you want, just don't expect to be taken seriously, flailing around desperately like that.

your comprehension of my posts leaves a lot to be desired .. but I expect not much from the small minded people who can't even manage to get an e-mail address correct


but to be clear

my abhorrence of Primemuscle's bi-sexuality is in fact due to the fact he spends precious time and energy indulging hisself in HIS sexual pleasures ( scouring the web for musclebears to wank over )whilst his "wife" supposedly is ill and on oxygen and unable to indulge in sex .. I find that despicable .. time is precious and should be spent making the ending years for his wife a completely loving and fulfilling period

when you are a bi-sexual and make a VOW to be with ONE person then uphold that vow and let go of your deluded pleasures that do not in fact INCLUDE your partner

all of that assumes he isn't a Matt C gimmick of course


**edit to add


if you are referring to my posts directed to Cumdrizzle Tay-Tay then you are more than just ignorant

he is a vile pig .. a filthy pile of oil and drugs that has stolen from his family to enjoy his own sick desires .. he has no moral code whatsoever and will never amount to anything more than a pile of waste that has used others as sick perverted deviant events

[calfzilla]

your comprehension of my posts leaves a lot to be desired .. but I expect not much from the small minded people who can't even manage to get an e-mail address correct


but to be clear

my abhorrence of Primemuscle's bi-sexuality is in fact due to the fact he spends precious time and energy indulging hisself in HIS sexual pleasures ( scouring the web for musclebears to wank over )whilst his "wife" supposedly is ill and on oxygen and unable to indulge in sex .. I find that despicable .. time is precious and should be spent making the ending years for his wife a completely loving and fulfilling period

when you are a bi-sexual and make a VOW to be with ONE person then uphold that vow and let go of your deluded pleasures that do not in fact INCLUDE your partner

all of that assumes he isn't a Matt C gimmick of course


**edit to add


if you are referring to my posts directed to Cumdrizzle Tay-Tay then you are more than just ignorant

he is a vile pig .. a filthy pile of oil and drugs that has stolen from his family to enjoy his own sick desires .. he has no moral code whatsoever and will never amount to anything more than a pile of waste that has used others as sick perverted deviant events

Are any of these things about primemuscle true?  Not that it matters as he is not hurting anyone, just curious if this attack is out of thin air or based in truth.

[240 is Back]

we've all been dead broke, with a hundred dreams that aren't happening, confusion about career, shitty job/no job, and then your car breaks down just when you think it's going to get better.   I've lived in trailers where the roof leaked rain and palmetto bugs on my head as I slept, and slept with a bat cause family member was bringing drug dealers back to trailer to take shit for the $ he owed them.

we've all been there.  No matter how bad it is though, there's always someone out there listening to the doctor saying "the cancer is everywhere, you have a month to live, and it's going to be a painful month...."

Worst case you can walk away from everything, find a lonely old fat woman to give you a couch in exchange for some d1ck/attention, and get back on your feet.  Get ajob where you can steal food all day.  do pushups and situps at night.  put awya a few bucks a day and use the system - student loans, etc.  team up with 1-2 people in your same psition, and get a trailer or loft to share.  

Until that doctor tells you something terrible like that, you're NOT at rock bottom.