i failed this time but i will comeback stronger 
need to start squatting again i guess
Ironneck I appoligize if this has been dealt with in the past pages.
BUT! Your style of deadlifting is horrible, mate. your starting position is wrong, your "explode so the arms rip off of your body staying attached to the bar" way of lifting it off the ground is just wrong man.
firm positioning, ass DOWN! head UP!
Other than that, atleast you had the courage to try it