What is it you like? The high feeling from ephidrine, that it keeps you going?? Do you feel dependent on it? Or more the fact that it's contributing to your goals with your physique?
If it's more the last question there are alternatives. I've gotten ripped with no stims before
Well, lets put it this way, I have experimented with simpler drugs before, benzos, coke, LSD, shrooms, weed, Popper (no homo though), alcohol, and the likes, I never got caught on any, all of them I do no longer except for weed which I no longer buy and alcohol which I am dependant. Other than that, its because it makes dieting, trainiing, eating so much easier and nejoyable, pretty simple. It s mixture of enjoying experimentation and the easyness it provides.
Also, these type of dumb drunk decisions I have talen before, it just never involved a drug of this type.
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