and as for you NO ONE (haha your name is perfect for you ! you really are a no one) ... the fact is that you tried to get to become top bodybuilder yet FAILED ! you accepted your muscle shape and your structure isn't the best and that leads to the frustration you are in hence the anger in all your posts and ... so the point is you were on A TON OF SHIT and yet FAILED ! how sad..
i'll entertain you just one more time, since im bored, and i seem to really enjoy watching you unravel the way you do.
you are 100% correct, and i have said it on here several times, my shape and structure do suck- but thats not why i stopped competing. i never did like getting up on stage- i love the prep. always will. the challenge behind it, but the idea of 'competing' with other guys to see who looked the best was lost on me. i did it for me. not to be better than everyone else. i actually dieted down for a show, weighed in and went home knowing i had 2nd place in the S heavyweight class locked down, and it would have been a good battle for the top of the class. the guy who won the class took the overall at that show and is now a S heavyweight at the Nats. so, in reality GH15 i stopped competing cause i didnt like the
idea behind it more than anything else.
now to your second point, all that being said- at my highest doses i was at 2.5g a week of gear back then w/ no GH. i competed at 230 at 6'2- that amount of gear is
nothing for a guy my size, son. when i say i have shit structure, what i mean is that i would require a ton of gear to properly fill me out to the point where i didnt think i looked stringy onstage, because i have shit response. every ounce of muscle i have has come from almost 20 years of hard work, not drugs. for a white guy i have a very tight waist, broad back, wide clavicles and long undersized arms, so it makes me look even stringier in some poses. i could have remedied all of this simply by taking a ton of shit. but i chose not too. it wasnt the look i was after.
so, you see stud, i know your post meant to hurt and sting me, but it didnt- you'll have to try a lot harder. as much as i ride other guys here im my own worst critic, and am honest with myself too so trying to dig at me with the same things i criticise myself for really isnt going to get you a lot of milage. try harder.
and FINALLY the conclusion to this long ass post- thansk for telling me who you really are- i had no idea that you and GH were the same people until last night. your post here tipped it to me as you mentioned things i spoke to him about.
im glad i got away from that whole 'elf' thing- it just didnt feel right, and now im starting to see that you are just a kid, who has the ear of someone who has had/has a very successful bbing career and is just repeating what he has told you about drug use.
id like to congratulate you. you had me fooled, and thats not an easy thing to do. i hope you enjoyed the ride as the IFBB pro who gave out secrets, cause that comes to an end today.