Feeling sad and reminiscing about my ex from a looooong time ago.

[Nomad]

what is this shit

after all the drugs getbiggers are not supposed to have emotion

[Borracho]

Not sure what the fuck it is, maybe the mix of GH, tren and test.  But last night I had the most vivid real dream of me and my ex from 11 years ago being together.  She is "the one that got away", but she hasn't been in my thoughts for a while now, easily a few years.  But that dream was so real that all day today I am just feeling sad and emotional about her.  I googled her name and found a facebook photo of her and just stared at it for about 30 minutes.  I tried to clear my mind and watch porn and crack one off but I just couldn't get into it.
Why all of a sudden am I thinking about this bitch?  Truth is she is the one chick in this world that has my heart.  She was tall, gorgeous, very smart, but also a lot fucked in the head.  It was controllable, but I think she is whacky.  Googling her name it sounds like she runs a very successful multi-million dollar business now.

I can't seem to snap out of this funk.

You ever have some crazy shit happen where you're thinking of someone and all of a sudden the phone rings and its them??

Maybe this chick is thinking about you.

[dustin]

Suicidal doses of tren do this to me too, man. Some of the guys here I bullshit with through PMs always joke about it too. Sometimes your head's screwed on straight and other times it gets wonky as shit. Biggest thing I miss about my ex is that she always gave BJs. Wasn't cock hungry like most whores, just really liked to please me and a personality like that is genuine. Mix that type of personalities with BJs and you've got a winning combination. She used to clean my room, blow me, tuck me into bed and tidy up my place on the way out!

But... as long as we look fantastic, right? Just gotta live with the side affects of tren. I get nutbar at only 75mgs EOD lol

[Nails]

whats her facebook link MOS.. ill put in a good word for you 

[PJim]

Go Boar hunting with our Branch, that'll calm you down

[Nails]

everyone has taken that trip at one time or another..


go to souplantation, you'll feel better

YuK... my GF loves that place, she drags me there atleast 3 times a month, i have to stuff my face with pizza type bread, and Chilli beans for whopping $50 for 2 people to eat grass

[wes]

Biggest thing I miss about my ex is that she always gave BJs. Wasn't cock hungry like most whores, just really liked to please me and a personality like that is genuine. Mix that type of personalities with BJs and you've got a winning combination. She used to clean my room, blow me, tuck me into bed and tidy up my place on the way out!

 

[newmom]

YuK... my GF loves that place, she drags me there atleast 3 times a month, i have to stuff my face with pizza type bread, and Chilli beans for whopping $50 for 2 people to eat grass

LMAO stop bitching..I sooooooo miss that place

[bike nut]

MOS:

My guess is that she's lost weight, matured, made a ton of money and is riding, sucking and fucking every cock she can to make up for lost time dating you.

In fact....she's probably tearing a few chunks off of at least a dozen Getbiggers a week.

Yep, hope this helps. 

[PJim]

 

Dustin loved his Julie!

[TrueGrit]

I'm not kidding here. Try to remember a moment back then when she briefly repulsed you. It might be she was trying to be sexual with revolting breath, or had a massive greeny up her nose. Her pussy might have been farting and excreting stinky slime.. you get the idea. Live in that moment, imagine never being able to get out of it..as if that was your lot in life and you will never, ever escape it.

Eventually, you will begin to associate that revulsion with every memory of her. It will eat into and permeate your brain's memory banks like a virus. She will be something you can no longer look on fondly.

The trick is that you have to want to trick yourself into thinking she was repulsive and you're about as unlucky to lose her as that turd you flushed at lunchtime.  If you genuinely can't recall a real moment like those above you have to invent one.

If you want to be all sentimental and curl up naked into a little ball listening to Michael Stipe then disregard the above.

[240 is Back]

She was tall, gorgeous, very smart, but also a lot fucked in the head.  It was controllable, but I think she is whacky.  

Anyone who was fcked in the head at 20, is still fcked in the head at 40.  They're just calmer about it.  

And the memory of her is probably way better than the reality of how it was, and how it would be.

The best thing you can do in life is reach up and punch down that rear view mirror from your windshield.

Never look back and you'll be the happiest man on the planet.   "No recycling" rule on exes.

[Hulkotron]

Her pussy might have been farting and excreting stinky slime.

lol

[wes]

I'm not kidding here. Try to remember a moment back then when she briefly repulsed you. It might be she was trying to be sexual with revolting breath, or had a massive greeny up her nose. Her pussy might have been farting and excreting stinky slime.. you get the idea. Live in that moment, imagine never being able to get out of it..as if that was your lot in life and you will never, ever escape it.

Eventually, you will begin to associate that revulsion with every memory of her. It will eat into and permeate your brain's memory banks like a virus. She will be something you can no longer look on fondly.

The trick is that you have to want to trick yourself into thinking she was repulsive and you're about as unlucky to lose her as that turd you flushed at lunchtime.  If you genuinely can't recall a real moment like those above, you have to invent one.

If you want to be all sentimental and curl up, naked, into a little ball listening to Michael Stipe then disregard the above.

Damn TG,you just made me want to divorce my wife! 

[wes]

Anyone who was fcked in the head at 20, is still fcked in the head at 40.  They're just calmer about it. 

And the memory of her is probably way better than the reality of how it was, and how it would be.

The best thing you can do in life is reach up and punch down that rear view mirror from your windshield.

Never look back and you'll be the happiest man on the planet.   "No recycling" rule on exes.

Good post,I used to specialize in screwed up women.......they stay the same or only get worse except in ultra-rare cases.

[Nirvana]

wait a week then see how you feel.  don't do shit unless.

[deadz]

Not sure what the fuck it is, maybe the mix of GH, tren and test.  But last night I had the most vivid real dream of me and my ex from 11 years ago being together.  She is "the one that got away", but she hasn't been in my thoughts for a while now, easily a few years.  But that dream was so real that all day today I am just feeling sad and emotional about her.  I googled her name and found a facebook photo of her and just stared at it for about 30 minutes.  I tried to clear my mind and watch porn and crack one off but I just couldn't get into it.
Why all of a sudden am I thinking about this bitch?  Truth is she is the one chick in this world that has my heart.  She was tall, gorgeous, very smart, but also a lot fucked in the head.  It was controllable, but I think she is whacky.  Googling her name it sounds like she runs a very successful multi-million dollar business now.

I can't seem to snap out of this funk.

Beta, lol.

[240 is Back]

Good post,I used to specialize in screwed up women.......they stay the same or only get worse except in ultra-rare cases.

dating someone who is a little crazy can be hella fun.   Always an adventure, they're up for anything sexually, you don't have to really stress the long-term thing cause you have your eye on the door the entire time.... really, you can live every moment of the relationship like it's the last day together.

dating crazy people can be cool for a while.  When you get married to someone sane, there will be days you miss the crazy.

[Dokey111]

you fucked up.  hope this helps.

[Radical Plato]

Not sure what the fuck it is, maybe the mix of GH, tren and test.  But last night I had the most vivid real dream of me and my ex from 11 years ago being together.  She is "the one that got away", but she hasn't been in my thoughts for a while now, easily a few years.  But that dream was so real that all day today I am just feeling sad and emotional about her.  I googled her name and found a facebook photo of her and just stared at it for about 30 minutes.  I tried to clear my mind and watch porn and crack one off but I just couldn't get into it.
Why all of a sudden am I thinking about this bitch?  Truth is she is the one chick in this world that has my heart.  She was tall, gorgeous, very smart, but also a lot fucked in the head.  It was controllable, but I think she is whacky.  Googling her name it sounds like she runs a very successful multi-million dollar business now.

I can't seem to snap out of this funk.

Just to help you man, your delusions about your ex are just that, delusions, the mind always likes to embellish reality to make it seem more interesting (especially if your current reality sucks big dogs balls),  The woman you long for is no differnet than the other 3 billion whores walking the planet, don't romanticise things dude, if they didn't have cun+s they would be ten high at the rubbish tip.  never ever do your nuts over a woman!  You are obviously feeling crap about yourself and so create a fantasy of the woman that got away - trust me, her shit stinks!

[Parker]

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[wes]

dating someone who is a little crazy can be hella fun.   Always an adventure, they're up for anything sexually, you don't have to really stress the long-term thing cause you have your eye on the door the entire time.... really, you can live every moment of the relationship like it's the last day together.

dating crazy people can be cool for a while.  When you get married to someone sane, there will be days you miss the crazy.

Very true,that`s why I married a just partially sane woman....if it was completely sane,it`d be boring! 

[Benny B]

Not sure what the fuck it is, maybe the mix of GH, tren and test.  But last night I had the most vivid real dream of me and my ex from 11 years ago being together.  She is "the one that got away", but she hasn't been in my thoughts for a while now, easily a few years.  But that dream was so real that all day today I am just feeling sad and emotional about her.  I googled her name and found a facebook photo of her and just stared at it for about 30 minutes.  I tried to clear my mind and watch porn and crack one off but I just couldn't get into it.
Why all of a sudden am I thinking about this bitch?  Truth is she is the one chick in this world that has my heart.  She was tall, gorgeous, very smart, but also a lot fucked in the head.  It was controllable, but I think she is whacky.  Googling her name it sounds like she runs a very successful multi-million dollar business now.

I can't seem to snap out of this funk.

Fuck off





















hope this helps 

[El Diablo Blanco]

you guys make the best therapists   lol. The dream is what fucked me up.  It like what I read about lucid dreams.  It took me all day to snap out of it.

scotch and beer did help though

[Super Natural]

Sounds to me like you have a bad case of "Oneitis"..This unhealthy obsession will prevent you from meeting other women, so best get over her.
Forget the dream, the past, it's done, over... live in the now.
dry your eyes and press on, there are millions of other women out there...