Here is an article I just wrote:
5:30AM
I wake up, weigh myself. I am approximately 5'6 at 259lbs. Inject all my anabolics, 10IU of HGH, 10IU of humalog, and 150mcg of GHRP-6, have a dozen eggs along with 10 egg whites mixed in with a few cups of oatmeal and get off to the gym. I do cardio for 20-30 mins then start work. I work as a personal trainer and a fitness manager at a gym, and also do a host of other jobs to fit my addiction. We'll get onto that later though. I work from 7AM to 7-10PM depending on how many clients I have that day or if I've gotten all my work done. Yes, you heard right. A professional bodybuilder is working anywhere from 12-15 hour days just to make enough to pay for his drug bill along with doing other jobs. Throughout the day I will inject myself 12-15 times a day (IM, sub-Q, and the occasional IV) and eat about 6 meals consisting of about 5-6000 calories total. I eat mostly tilapia for protein, rice, and other cheap sources of calories/protein. Can't afford to go out and eat on the regular. During each of these meals I will inject 10IU's of humalog before. I can't remember the last time I've eaten a meal without insulin in my system. I am also injecting 25IU's a day of omnitrope (20 on off days).
This is my current stack of anabolics:
Testosterone enthanate/cypionate blend/wk 900mg/wk
Nandrolone Phenylpropionate 750mg/wk
Trenbolone enthanate 1400mg/wk
Boldenone undecylenate 1200mg/wk
Masteron enthanate 1200mg/wk
Primobolan 900mg/wk
GHRP-6 450mcg ED
Anadrol 200mg ED
Cytomel 50mcg ED
This is about 6g of anabolics, which believe it or not is less than what I was using before I got a hold of a good HGH. HGH makes all the difference in modern day bodybuilding. Hyperplastia from HGH causes the muscles to look like they're popping of the skin, giving them a "3D" look. Genetics play a role in how you will look structure wise, and with your muscle bellies and such. But in order to get the paper thin skin and freaky muscularity it is all about using large, large doses of HGH, anabolics, and insulin. The purity of your HGH matters, which can get into a costly battle of trial and error. Find a guy source, get fucked over, go try out the new one. I've spend hundreds of thousands of dollars on HGH over the years, and I'd be willing to bet 1/3 of it was bunk. I now use pharmaceutical grade growth hormone. This has been a blessing on me, considering that I can get a large amount of this for a good price. I'd attribute all of my "success" in bodybuilding to having a connection to get this HGH.
And even with this, I still spend a great deal of my money on HGH. I can spend anywhere from 35-40k a year on HGH. How do am I able to afford this while paying for the cost of living? Many bodybuilders turn to gay for pay to help aleviate their drug bill, I have never and will never do this. Many others also turn to dealing, most bodybuilders do this. They get their shipment of growth hormone, cut it in half and use half of it, upmark the price twice as much as they paid, and sell it off to junkies at the gym. Who would argue with a professional bodybuilder selling you growth hormone that said it made him look the way he does? I've sold many, many drugs. It's damn near the only way to make enough money to keep your bodybuilding "dream" going. Some are lucky, get sponsored by sources or have great comfy jobs and make a comfortable living. I live very frugally, budget every dime and penny. There was a point in my life where I was close to being a full time dealer, selling cocaine, heroin, and painkillers. Out of my 20 or so professional bodybuilding aquantainces I have sold painkillers to 90% of them. Nubain is a popular one. Even some of them buy cocaine and other narcotics. This is what truly kills bodybuilders, not growth hormone or steroids.
It's getting to the point where I almost don't even have "blast or cruise" periods anymore, I just get my stuff and use it. To get big, professional bodybuilder size, don't go crazy from day 1...you should always slowly work your way up. But eventually, if you want to get to an elite level of bodybuilding prepare to be using a boatload of gear. (As in as much as you can afford, and as much as you can tolerate). All for a plastic trophy.
Let's go into a few basic things besides the drugs:
1. Training
2. Diet
Training:
Training on gear consists of two things, work the target muscle and don't tear anything. That's it, as simple as that. You should train with intensity, but the exercise does not matter (as long as it is working the target muscle and not making you prone to injury). I hate to say it but training is almost irrelevant, you could do bodyweight exercises while jerking off and still grow. We all want to think of huge bodybuilders being "hardcore" when they work out, but in reality it just causes injuries and is not a productive way to train.
Diet:
This is more important in my opinion, but eating a good amount of protein and calories is all you need to worry about. Compounds such as trenbolone decrease protein breakdown and excretion by a huge margin. Essentially turning your caloric deficit into a caloric surplus. Testosterone does the opposite. And that's just two compounds. You can eat essentially whatever you want on tren, growth hormone, etc. and only grow bigger and leaner. Get enough calories, and get enough protein is all you need to worry about.
This is the truth of the sport of bodybuilding, there are no rainbows and sunshine at the end of this story. Only cold hard reality.
I would like GH15 back on getbig.com please
