Stop begging and get a f'in job.
Yes, there comes a point at which you need to let go of "the dream."
Very few people can make a living off of pro-wrestling in today's age.
I don't blame anyone for trying; you never know if you'll be one of the lucky ones to make it big unless you make the effort. But, don't be so foolish as to waste too much time on it. I realize it's taken many guys years to get to the top, but if you're not even moving in that general direction, it's probably time to reconsider how to secure your future.