all interventions of True Adonis are valuable and pertinent except the calorie concept.
Nothing tangible, just some indices over the last years.
I surely wrong, I don't know you
-exacerbated local nationalism
-devotion to it's State (visibly, the most authentic of the US)
-devotion to it's founder fathers and their values and aphorisms
-living alone in a big empty house in a little "authentic" community
-walking around with guns
-prepared to an hypothetical end of the world or stranger invasion
-constantly observe abnormal human behavior in its community
-recluse in reading phylosophical, historic book linked to the preservation of the individuality
-pathological self preservation, everything is too marked (same everyday routine, same philosophical straitjacket) and definitive sentence,
-autarkic.
maybe you need to travel and encounter people from south America, Europe and Asian continent, to let go, move off the state and its heavy legacy, redefine sense of your own freedom, build a mixed family in a big and distant city (Vancouver, Montreal Tokyo, Sydney, Seattle..).. For an atheist, you have built some dogmas that drive you, ironically, in a "religious" way.