these people in general overestimate grossly the reward of steroids.
i used to be the same way myself.thought drugs will do everything, oh how wrong and naive that was.
yes, without drugs, youre going nowhere, but that dont mean theyll do everything themselves.even with good diet where most already fail, and with hard training, where many others fail, with proper rest, where another bunch fails, it will still take loads of time permanently on gear to get anywhere big and lean at same time.
30lbs of bloof in 2 months is easy, but for that,i wouldnt even train, id just eat.its pretty much the same thing as far results go.lol
theres some valid philosophical points in this message, i start to like you,no homo.
but i can promise you that i take training, rest and even diet less serious than many natties, who put more effort into everything than me and look nowhere near close, simply because its hormonaly impossible.
being on hrt like me can hardly be called excessive.
i think your mother has a pair of bitch tits too, guy like you can only be given birth by proper bitch and i assume she has tits, hence, bitchtits.
the scars are almost invisible, even if i look for them in the mirror, i have problems finding them.
and yes, if a woman would find them, id tell them either the truth or some bs story, depending what she deserves from my pov.
i got loads of much worse skeletons in the closet, when it comes to avoid saying stuff during dates.like several prison sentences for example.
you think guy like me would get all nervous because some bitch asked me whats up with my nipple scars?hahhahha ;Dwtf is balance, do you do yoga?
btw, lets please see the pics of your body and see what is balance for you and let me judge if id bother going to a gym for that, given the theory i always wanna stay natural. 
Way to keep this debate going by trying to bring up my Mom, etc. Really mature... Almost teenager mature.
The more you tell us here, the more I see a shallow, insecure person, who has obvious issues and was most likely not shown enough love by his mother, father, or both growing up?
It is very said to me that you don't understand what balance is in a persons life.
Once again I will tell you, I have nothing against steroids.
As originally stated, a nice physique doesn't require a pair of titties.
You also claim you tried a everything to avoid them, all while admitting that a lot was trial and error.
Your titties were more than just predisposition, and you know this.