And so please enligthen me oh wise sage, where did you learn that suicide is against human nature?
Is that what you were told? What about the little girl who was bullied and commuted suicide lately?
I personally can argue against it religiously, but you denounce all religions and scriptures.
And oh wise sage, how do you know about the 'kingdom of God'? Do you have personal revelation from God and are a prophet? Or do you have your own personal whims concluding to you what you want.
You would be the first person running away from your house being shelled by troops you wouldn't be 'loving thy enemy' and embracing death.
i denounce the idea of infallible scripture, prophets who are holy messengers of god, etc.
but i think men capable of attaining wisdom
and when i read or hear something that strikes me as wise i will remember it and make it a part of my ideology
where did i first learn that suicide was against human nature.. well, the first time it ever made since to me was when i read a story about the death of socrates.. one of his friends asked him why, if he believed that life after death was real and better than life on earth, had he not committed suicide.. socrates replied that "there is a thing whispered in secret, that man is a prisoner in the flesh and shall not open his prison door untill called forth by creator who put him there".. when i read that, something clicked inside of me, and i began to think suicide as unnatural and unwise.
as for "the kingdom of god", when i think about the experience of being human, when i think about my belief in a creator that is based on certain scientific concepts (causality), i ask myself what the purpouse of life on this imperfect world would be ... and i come to the conlclusion that there must be a better place for us to go once we become a good person.

one day, maybe not today, tomorrow, next week or next year.. youll look back at this conversation and a bright light will go off in your head as you understand why violence, even in self defense, could NEVER be justified within the context of a belief in heaven for the good.