Hey Ratard, what's with playing the sympathy card lately? seriously, you never did this.
Meh I'm not looking for sympathy. I simply wanted to talk about a movie that I thought was very good and relevant to the getbiggers.
The welfare thread was sheer desperation, and I did get some very helpful pm's. I hit rock bottom and kinda didn't give a shit about much at the time.
All and all I don't even feel the need to talk about the shit but if people are gonna bring up shit, I feel no reason to lie, I'm sick of the playing games of bullshit.
Anyhow as I've said before I don't think you guys get how my brain works at all. Until the stimming thing was mentioned I don't think I've ever told a truly personal thing on this site since I've been here.
To some of yous, you think I'm pooring out my heart or truly looking for attention. The truth is alot of the time I simply feel so disconnected that I'm unable to connect anything personally with my account and my real life.