I was benching at the gym and had this fleeting thought [BB Related]
I was watching Bellator 82, i think. These two girls were going at it and the one girl knocked the other down then chocked her standing up. She was ecstatic about her win, very emotional. At the post fight interview she was thanking her team and how much they mean to her. As i'm looking i can't help to notice how hot this girl is. She's got a genuine good looking face and her body is excellent coming off a training camp.
Looking over at her trainers, I put myself in their position and even though i care about this girl, help her out in training, respect her immensely and what not, i'd still want to fuck the shit out of her given the circumstance. I almost view sex as a means of saying, 'I just want to show you how much i like you by fucking you.'
The other day i went over my neighbor's place for a bit. We were in her place by ourselves and were talking. I thought to myself, 'Man if she was really hot i'd be trying to fuck her right now.' And that's the brutal reality for me. If a woman is hot i just feel like an animal, ready to mate, and want to fuck.
I can do treat a woman like a gentleman and be honestly helpful, nice and what not. But if i find her attractive, sex is always the ultimate reward i have in mind.
Do women understand this yet?