Your fine. We all have problems. I'm married so I don't enjoy sex either. I have back and hip problems but I manage to deal with it.
My point was that it is a direct product of autism.
I seriously getting tired of trying to explain this to you folk.
If you met me in real life you'd be surprised by the level of not giving a fuck I have.
Of course people have fucking problems, life is full of brutal shit wall to wall, the difference between real problems, and shit that just sucks is that you have to work with real problems.
Being proactive for me means factoring in the autism, I have to, not because I'm feeling sorry for myself but because the disorder is so pervasive.
So even on a good day, I have to factor in what I'm thinking.
That's the part people don't really understand until they really start trying to deal with this type of problem.
I'm a rather practical person.