I would be more liekley to trip and fall in the street , trying to get to the Krispy Kreme shop when the turn on the hot fresh glazed sign.
I've never understood the love for Krispy creme in general, I like donuts and all but man give me some ice cream or chocolate chip cookies any day over donuts. My brother on the other hand, he looooves donuts.
Anyways, Howard regarding your dilemma, you have to ask yourself..... Is your heart really going to be into it? Like 100%? because if you half ass it and then end up doing bad at the show you will be kicking yourself and really be miserable. I mean... You know how bodybuilding is like, you have to put your mind, heart, and soul into it to do well. Are you ready to do that?
Maybe a good idea is to focus on being healthy, drop some weight and then maybe later you can focus on deciding on whether you want to compete again.