thanks a lot for the reply sir , I get your point
I just have few more questions , would be very helpful if I get a good answer
1) I am going to start another var only cycle for 50 days - I have no acess to regular clomid or regular nolvadex , but I can get this product called ONCOMOX - which is inexpensive tamoxifen , nolvadex is tamoxifen citerate right ?
is ONCOMOX similar to NOLVADEX ? can I use ONCOMOX for PCT ? , here is the link about the product - http://www.drugsupdate.com/brand/generic/Tamoxifen/11037
2) yes I do get slight libido suppression with var only cycle after 4 weeks but not shut down, coaches say you are not ready for AAS until you are ready to inject , I am not afraid of needles and If necessary I can go for test prop , but is it necessary ?
building muscle and getting big is my secondary goal , my primary goal is to improve performance in athletic exercises like pull ups , push ups , dips , squats , lunges etc as I mentioned earlier , so is test really needed for me ?
thanks again for the reply