hello , this is my first post here,looking for some serious help
my stats - age 22 , height - 5feet 10 inches , weight - 95 kgs and 12% body fat , I am lifting weights since I was 16 years old so I am lifting for 6 years
I have never done any big steroid cycles , every year there is a contest happening in my hometown where athletes are asked to do push ups , pull ups , dips , pistol squats , sprinting ......I am an an endurance athlete basically and my goal is to gain lean body mass without gaining any water weight or fat
to improve my performance on exercises like doing more push ups , pull ups , dips , lunges , squats , deadlifts etc I have done 4 mini steroid cycles in my life
when I was 18 I took 20 mg anavar cycle for 50 days - no side effects - I gained 4 kg of solid muscle and kept all of it while doing clomid only PCT, I saw great strength gains in my compound lifts and bodyweight exercises and I was ranked 11 in the contest
when I was 19 I took winstrol only cycle 20 mg a day for 50 days - low libido , cholesterol levels out of range were few side effects but I gained more strength compared to anavar only cycle , I gained 8 kgs of muscle and lost 3 kgs even after doing 20 days of clomid only cycle
when I was 20 I took anavar only cycle 30 mg a day for 6 weeks - low libido only in the last week , gained 6 kgs of muscle and lost 1 kg after doing 10 mg nolvadex only PCT for 20 days
at age 21 again anavar only cycle 20 mg a day for 50 days - love anavar for minimal side effects , saw good strength gains in all my lifts
recently I came across pros who say any steroid cycle without test base in pointless and waste
I never knew this in past years , in this case I am ready to go for test prop but I fear of gaining water weight and bloating
I also think test will shut down harder than anavar only cycle and takes longer to recover the normal test levels
so which is a good option
1) go for test base with anavar
2) do anavar only cycle
3)did a mistake in past years so shut up and train hard natural , health is more important than fame
many people say anavar only Is bad and does not worth the results , I think whatever drug you take it boosts only 20% and hard work is the rest , personally I think low dose of any drug and hardwork will do
one more reason I choose anavar only cycle over test cycle is - I think low doses of anavar is prostate friendly and test cycle may lead to prostate enlargement - correct me if I am wrong
so please judge my past cycles , I saw good strength gains and improvement in performance but is it good to do car only cycle ?, I am just looking for a drug which leaves the body ASAP and strength gains
thank you and please don't call me troll ,looking for serious help here