Why don't you do a cycle? You're self employed, have the freedom, etc...?
I'm not ruling it out eventually. At this moment, i'm okay not doing it. But i'm 36.
Down the road, if I'm 38, or 40, or 46... and i'm run down 24/7, can't get it up, losing muscle and looking bad, I'll see a doc and probably go that route. But I'm a little worried once I go down that path, it's the path I'm stuck on forever. I'm not gonna wanna go back lol...
So I'm putting it off until I know it's right. However, I respect the rights of others, and think it's crazy that the govt devotes so many resources to stopping a dude from adding a half-inch to his arm... but I can drive down 50 streets in my city and people will knock on my hood to buy crack. unreal.