the man was clearly pointing out that while we all pursue the ideal, the battle that rages in our soul and the twisted self perception that can anchor our optimism in a sea of self doubt can mean that we can never be big only bigger
it's so fluctuating tho
i can see a big pumped up bber in the gym and be in awe
then i can overhear an average looking guy talking about his job, and clearly he's making big money
and i know that bber is a poor chump pretty much
then suddenly i look at both of them all differently
i see a juiced up moron who will never amount to anything and a rich successful ectomorph living the good life
then i get real sad and confused
and my workout is spoiled