The simple answer is that I have no idea how much you can expect to charge for a back door entry when advertising you ass at a freeway on ramp in the bay area.
I don’t want to be mean, but Taylor, I see nothing exceptional about you that would command a high price from the schmoes you hope will pay you for your services. At best, you may have a certain niche appeal to men who like bears who are bottoms. Even if you were a stud top, you would have a lot of competition. Tops usually have big dicks and you are average.
I believe you are headed down a bad path to self destruction. As best as I can tell, you were a fat boy who got fit and yet is still pretty insecure about his attractiveness. Whoring yourself out will only serve to make you even more insecure about yourself. There are tons of really hot men who are trying to make ends meet by selling their bodies. It is a very competitive business.
Honestly, I have no idea what you are doing right now. I was frankly amazed that you posted the stuff you did on your Facebook page. Are you this desperate to humiliate your family? They may always love you , but you’ve lost a good measure of their respect and you probably won’t ever recover that. What did they do to you to that made you want to shit in their faces?
Did you read what I posted about folks becoming accustomed to negative attention? Do you crave attention so bad that any attention is good even when it is for this kind of behavior?
I am no psychoanalyst, but you need help. You are headed in the wrong direction whether you see it or not. It seems to me there are a lot of folks on Getbig and no doubt in real life who are very concerned about you right now. Maybe they are onto something Taylor. Maybe you do need saving.
This is your life and you can certainly flush it down the toilet if you want. I for one, hope you don't. I am not judging you as a person, but I am judging the choices you are making and my judgment is that they are not good ones.
be careful not to project on others your patterns of behavior and value system. the fact that you would feel a certain way and have a certain particular motivation for a behavior does not mean another person would have the same feeling about and motivation for the behavior.
my life, my morals, my level of judgement, my knowledge of the world around me are all at life-time highs.
the comments on my facebook page from my god sister and sister were made in ball busting fashion on mine and most of my god sissters behalf. my sidter is a nosey opinionated good intentiuoned person who needs to get put in line all the time. both of them knew my comments were in jest and half serious only.
i asm das to see u str not ass hopeful and loving as before, prime
