Maybe you should focus on career and family rather than sliding into 'lowly user of illegal drugs' status once again.
HRT should be enough brah
Actually just started HRT, turned out my years of rec drug abuse fucked my endocrine system. That is why I was looking at adding an additional compound to expedite the fat loss, as I put on a bunch of weight when my wife got pregnant and I got off the dope. But you do have a point on the second half.
As far as family goes, my wife and I are becoming gym rats together, it's the big thing we do together. She's loss 50 lbs, I've lost 60, and were both trying to get to low double digit BF. So this is kind of a way we bond, ironically enough. Plus she's smoking hot again (way beyond what I should be able to pull, lol), so I do anything I can to encourage her.