I love you guys 
You see bouncer in here hating? NO. He posts pics and knows what the fuck is up. Same with OTH, no one and gal. Or anyone else with a respectable physique.
Yeah I had gh15 complex as I call it. The more the merrier right? Ofc it's a fucking sales pitch. In retrospect its a VERY good business plan whomever designed that site. I'm not here to talk about gh15 though say what you will about him he is pretty spot on in a lot of things.
LOL 10g a week... My combined use right now is under a gram. And this current version of myself, built on around a gram total give or take depending on where in the 'timeline' I was. Hardly constitutes abuse. I've LOWERED the dose for my offseason actually. I don't need anyone to tell me I did it wrong to begin with. Save yourself the effort of typing please.
I'm not here talking shit on anyone. I like this forum and enjoy contributing, in fact I lurked getbig long before I was on the other board.
It's not hate to say you don't look like the numbers you are putting into your body would indicate (yet). It's not hate to say you have gyno at such a young age. It's not hate to say you've not been consistent or that your attitude stinks. These are all true. If you cannot handle hearing that - don't post your story at the thunderdome. This place has always had a hard line for the truth. It's actually good news, that you can do things a little differently and get better results. The story would be worse if you'd done everything you could and still looked average - wouldn't it?
Additionally, if you cannot handle hearing it - you've still got your head up your ass because none of those facts are particularly bad and they are all in the past. The correct response of an intelligent, well adjusted person is "hah, yeah, i was an idiot".
I tried to be cool to you in my post, because I did respect your candour - but the offer of advice to other people was a red flag to me. For fucking what? 20 year old with gyno with not yet respectable physique who at any moment could tire of bodybuilding and quit for good? Who can eat anything he likes?
I reiterate, you completely ignored some of the most important things in bodybuilding
Time
Consistency
Patience