Listen man im just trying to help, i almost used to think im bipolar myself, because i had all the symptoms for a while, but all those symptoms started as soon as i took lexapro (ad) so i did the math, now im off for a while and i dont have any bipolar symptom. Thats why im saying when were you diagnosed with what? and what med were you taking at the time?
How did it all began for you before taking any med? What were the symptoms? my wild guess its probably social anxiety and some mild paranoia. All the other stuff you mentioned were drug induced, its impossible for the psychiatrist to diagnose you man,they dont even look at the med-side effects, i think ur highly depressed on your meds right now, u feel like a zombie, but atleast ur not scared right

. like i said do some richard bandler stuff, stick with it, dont be lazy, ull be surprised how well you ll get, get off from all the meds for atleast a year, work on your selfesteem, you ll never get well on these drugs, its helping you 30% but its making 60% new problems, not to mention you need to take viagra to have sex with your lady, are you aware serotonin has 1000 different functions in the whole body, so when you artificially raise that ur in for a lot of trouble.