Parker....Yes Big Ron did many times however IMO his case looked more so from "Joy" or relief from winning etc etc...u never got the Feeling he wanted too end his Life etc he thanked his family, god, etc etc, as ive said im not knocking Phils Achievement's, success, Physique, etc...more power too the guy absolutely Deserving Champion i wish Phil and his wife well...its just...i dont know man... that Emotional state of his Potentially down the track ....