Brutal lack of concern for your health eating Mcdonald's everyday and downing a bunch of orals, all to only
just look like you do in fact lift weights.
I'm afraid you're going to feel even worse about yourself when the dbollian bloat evaporates and you're left with the same physique -- and face -- as before, only now with diminished vitality. I'd suggest handing over some money to a plastic surgeon and a psychiatrist if you're after contentment of some form, not drug dealers.
Oh, and epic high school t-shirts, women above the age of 16 just love those designs on men.

That said, you said you'd post pictures in advance, and then followed up. Good on you for that, at least.