You are kidding right? God didn't make you lose your job, you did or it was just unfortunate circumstances if you got laid off. You might consider reading the book, When Bad Things Happen to Good People by Harold S. Krushner.
Well, i ve already explored psychology, psychanalysis, philosophy. Basically scietific theories tell you that you have to adapt to survive at all costs, just like darwin concluded in his essay about evolution.
Then, I decided to take a look at judaism and christianism and what they re saying about life and death. You on the other hand, it appears, mix together many beliefs you ve been randomly exposed to thru your life from various philosophical , religious, scientific systems of beliefs without having a clue about what you are doing as long as it works in the end.