you made her feel like a slut man, thats like when you get with a girl you really like( sometimes you just love a girl) and she doesnt ever call you again or text you or reply to your texts or anything and you realize you were nothing but a piece of meat, maybe its just me, but it feels terrible. Maybe never happened to you guys before, but its something you dont expect, hurts the ego alot i guess, esp coz you like the girl
as for drinking its probably the worst drug you can do.
if you want to be thinking straight and high take amphetamine or coke , preferably coke if you can get good stuff
if you wanna get lose and euphoric take mdma and ghb or smoke weed
alcohol is pretty terrible for bbing, most drugs are actually , but alcho is the worst