without personally knowing clinically about what makes a person turn to drugs and not having any experience in it ( i have never drank or smoked much less anything else) while he was of course greatly talented, while NOT trying to be judgemental of him,... it's hard to fathom how someone like him who 1) was rich 2) doing what he loved which most of the public doesn't have AND able to work in a business that 95 % of people in this world who try to become just working actors much less well known or even greater superstars fail at 3) had fame and appreciation 4) had a woman and young kids with love in his life and STILL STILL NEED DRUGS TO FEEL SOMETHING?... is it sad and pathetic? crazy and ridiculous? or what... only 46 years old....