Unfortunatly yes, all those drugs were needed. If I had to go through it again not being able to walk (wheelchair for a loong time...). Having 7 drain tubes in you at once so only thing I could do was lay in bed/sleep. They wake me up for several bloodwork tests every night.
5 docs tell me and my family I have 3-6 months left to live? I think the drugs saved my life. How they dealt with it afterwards when I told them I was addicted was horrible though! MF just cut me off everything! Had to buy morphine tabs, crush them up and inject them for WAY to long (and I used to hate addicts...).
I had to move to another city to get help.
I am very stubborn and use less than what they tell me to. As little of everything as possible. Did not take my subs today, half dose yesterday. Chills are starting to come now. Tried detox, treatment fascillities (4 diffrent...) and ALWAYS same result. After detox of subs come opiate cravings, this have led to 3 relapses on morphine (i've given it up right away each time, but then been back on subs again).
I've had other docs who overprescribe though. Time to take my med bro!