And when I saw 'female' bodybuilders for the first time, openly soliciting 'clients', it was when I realized that it's a sick cult I want nothing to do. Then through the years you hear tidbits of G4P, naked posing for old homos, how Joe Weider asked bodybuilders to remove their shirts in meetings with him, it solidified my disgust.
I should've stuck to the magazines where everyone is smiling, happy and physique-Photoshopped till kingdom come, where lies and spin rules and they all pretend to be billionaires.