look--we havent been at each others throats,..........but
you keep talking about beatdowns and shit, especially with alex who i will go to bat for any day any time
if its so important to beatdown someone why do you refuse to fight me? I still wanna go. XFactor claims you are not to be messed with. You ALWAYS yap about beating down someone, mostly alex, and then hide behind your "my life is too important" excuser.
geezus either step up to the plate or quit talking about beatdowns. Only beatdown you seem capable of is beating down the comforter at night
shut the hell up. I wouldn't waste 1 minute of my time on you. and that's all it would take. not even prolly.
see josh, as much as you play the hard guy role you've got a good heart. too good maybe. for that I couldn't hurt you despite what you might want to believe. in fact it would take a lot to get me to involve myself physically with you. like watching you kick a dog or punch a kid or shove an old person. some situation where someone harmless gets hurt by you.
Alex on the other hand is a bastard. his heart is black than 2 past midnight. he's a coward and a fat dumpy sociopathic loser. I guess people think because he's had a kid he's all changed now. lol leopards don't change their spots.
Alex I would walk up to anywhere at anytime in a crowded public venue or standing alone and smash him in the face so hard I'd feel his jaw pop and crack then nothing but that gentle tingle run thru the back of my hand up arm and into my shoulder. that satisfing feeling of hitting a home run off the sweet spot of the bat. no vibration and effortless, effective contact.
ah yes, Alice is all kinds of dirtbag. you have a good heart but do fucked up dumb shit.
serious question have you been diagnosed with mild borderline personality disorder? back in the day all border lines were lumped in together making a proper diagnosis difficult by I think the latest dsm-iv is allowing for categorical interpretation now. as in mild or severe etc.
I think a lot of the reason you don't 'see' your actions in terms of morality or wrongness in the moment despite having a good natured heart is you have mild borderline going on. it's a relatively new diagnosis perhaps you were diagnosed w the bi polar before borderline became know as it is now.