I don't mean this disrespectfully so don't get me wrong I am not trying to patronize you but you have to ultimately accept you are getting to an age where potentially you could have many health issues arising from your years of steroid abuse.
Now ultimately you are going to have to take your chances and stay on whatever doses are optimal for you or gradually look at lowering to respectful TRT dose allowing you to not feel like total shit, yet obviously realizing the fact that you won't have that dream body anymore.
Happens to the best of them and nothing to be ashamed of.
My point about GH is that there is feel good factor with GH, will allow you to recover better, sleep better, improve libido etc and have a synergistic effect with your TRT dose of test and the risks of low dose GH use are considerably less risky than AA use and in many cases reverse some of the damage cause by AA use over the years, be it kidney, liver, heart....whatever.
Furthermore (and I am trolling on this point) maybe you won't be a miserable bastard anymore and will have more active lifestyle and not spend all god given hours trolling on Getbig.
I have an excuse cos I'm making money as we speak, you my good friend are simply bored.
And like I said I wish you the best.
Big hugs and kisses (no homo)
Mwah x0x0x0x
Exactly why you are a shit troll, we have established in this thread that I dont abuse steroids, I competed at National level on 750mgs a week.
I have always used low to moderate dosages over the years, in fact only once have I used over a gram and I didnt even notice the difference than the 600mgs I was running at the time.
As for the last bit, there is more to life than money, theres relationships, friends, social life with people who like you for you, unfortunately you will never experience that because of your social ineptability.
So you dont want to put your vast wealth up to prove a point?
£50,000 to my charity of choice if I am clean for GH?