here fat boy.
what's funny... or sad... is that you feel the need to gain my approval by showing me a pic. as if I'm gonna think "oh, I'm sorry, I was wrong, you are pretty". people are attracted to different things... sure, some guys are attracted to that 1992 bon-jovi-groupie/stripper/porn 'star' look, but not me... not most. I'm sure you frequent places where the guys really are fat and bald, and to them, you look great. but to real men, with self respect, we see you for what you really are.
I'm not gonna pick apart your flaws and point out what's not attractive (aside from the "look" you go for, which is mostly a grooming thing), as you can't do anything about them, but you're ugly on the inside.. dirty and tainted, and no matter how you do your hair or makeup or how many times you fix your nose or get new boobs, the person you are on the inside and what you've done, won't wash off. that's what's ugly.... and maybe you can't help it, maybe what ever happened to you as a child will forever affect how you view yourself and your self worth. maybe you just need some counseling, or maybe you should just stay off the boards and subjecting yourself to the criticism if you don't like it (although, you probably like the abuse, and playing the victim role... not to mention you getting validation when men PM you asking for pics).