Different day different whore.
Whores are like a box of chocolate you never know what you gonna get. 
Glad you having a good day but I couldn't live like you.
Yeah - but when you say "I couldn't live like you" - it's not a choice you have is it? You mean it literally. There is a condition preventing you from leading a life outside the attic which requires balanced social interaction.
Quite literally - you could not maintain a friendship or a relationship or leave the attic and have a functioning life.
So of course, for you to leave the UK, make friends in a new country and start a family there - this would not be within the realms of possibility. Hence your "couldn't live like you" is literal, not figurative.
Getbig has become a proxy for something you cannot get in real life - a functioning social life.
It's not what you post here, it's what's missing that is shocking.
Hopefully, your carers will intervene at some point.