Well bro, you always talk about illusion, but in your case it works against you... you claim 195 and to have this uber illusionary structure but you look like youre about 5'5 150. You had a decent build yes, but youre completely delusional to think you could stand next to Chiro or Ro and not get laughed off stage.
As for myself, I never claimed to be anything special... just another average 6'3" 240lb @15%gym rat. But unlike you I can be honest with myself and know im nothing special.
well, I AM special unlike you. As far as getting laughed off the stage you must mistake chiro for a nice flowing bodybuilder .. just another gym rat who cannot diet taking as much as he can stand afford while having a friend who eats 500g of carbs a day but is 4% ... go ahead ask him if you think I make it up

Yes, you are were a chubster but you are a fan of bodybuilding so looking and admiring physiques for a number of years somehow qualifies you as to have a valid point of view. Wake up from your stupor.