Really sorry for your loss, man. Hang in there. My sweet boxer has been gone for over 6 years, she got cancer at age 11. Takes a long time to feel better, & whenever someone goes through it like you are now, it brings all the memories of that time right back. The years I got to spend with her were totally worth having to go through that, but no more dogs for me...
A man may smile and bid you hail
Yet wish you to the devil;
But when a good dog wags his tail,
You know he's on the level.
~Author Unknown