Alex,
I commend you for putting yourself out and trying to tell your story, but there is no need to. those of us whom really love bodybuilding know your achivements and talent. Most of comments towards you tend to be negative, stupied and just plain ridiculous. Much respect...
The topic started off if it is healthy for a 22 year old to be big? then turned towards steriod use. Well to answer your question yes/no depending on how much you use and how much you know and yoru diet also plays a role, roids isn't a miracle worker. I personally use it and I am very knowledgeable and I regularly get blood work done.
Peace