my vettes in shop this week getting work done on it,my wife has a little rio kia and im not gonna lie,i feel lost in that car. i guess maybe i have been identifying myself with sports cars all my life that i feel lost when im not driving mine. i do realize i have alittle low self esteem among other things,if i didnt the car i drove wouldnt effect me. also the gym thing,its almost like i have to train cause im so used to people who know me and that i used to know saying(hows the lifting going man) its kinda like i feel im letting people down if i dont workout,but in reality they dont give a shit whether im training or not its just something they say to start conversation. i had a weird childhood and got pushed around alot by my guardians so i guess when i started working and had my own life i felt i had to make up for the lost time by driving sports cars and building up my body,banging women ect, i do realize it was all just a front and deep down i would of rather been home watching a movie hanging out with my dog back then. everytime id get a new broad or new sports car id have to drive around where everyone could see me,i was trying to hard to say (hey look at me,i made it)all along i was just a lonely person. it wasnt until my son was born 8 yrs ago that i realized what life was really about, id give up everything just to hang out with my son and see him succeed in life and be happy