Whatever it is, it's just plain wrong-
Honestly-If you woke up looking like this one morning, wouldn't you feel like a complete jerk off? Would you not be embarrassed to leave the house?...
To think a person is slowly killing themselves to look like this is beyond comprehension-
But he's HUGE and gets respect for being 300lbs

The messed up part is I really wanted to like this guy when he was with Mutant and then when he started doing his own thing. I thought he had some business savviness and the way he explained his cycles made it pretty clear as to what worked for him and what didn't. But over time he's become very unappealing talking about being the "biggest guy at the expo" and childish shit like that

I would never wish death on anyone, no matter how annoying/stupid/impossible to respect I find them. I hope he wakes up, drops all the anabolics (except maybe some test), drops the GH, insulin, etc... and squeezes another 10 years out of his life. You don't need to be the biggest guy on the block to sell fart powder and creatine, almost every supp company out there is proof of that.