so I only have 10 minutes to decide which of all the new Getbig threads I want to read in the limited time I have available.
Do you know this horrible feeling?
I know how you feel... my girlfriend wants to be with me all the time. It's painful. And to think "I fell for her" 5 months ago seems illogical. Even though I do think about her, but sometimes I feel like I think about her because it's a duty.
All of my relationships have been the same way. After the ecstacy fades away, I get bored, and then it's together/break up/together/break up/together/break up, and jerking off becomes magical. And any other woman seems like a 10. I can only imagine what's it like to be with someone for the rest of your life.
I have the possibility to cheat. My ex, who I didn't desire at the end called me and asked about my well being and wanted to hook up, I got an instant boner. But I know if I cheat I feel bad when I look at my gf in the eyes. Relationships are garbage, it puts down your fire.