Overlord
What would you think to tappering down to only test for a few months then comming of slowly.
techincally it wont work as youd still be shut down regardless, but possibly prepare you mentally.
That's actually what i did. I tapered down to 250mg EW for 6 weeks and started taking HCG the last 4 weeks i was on. Don't remember the HCG doses but i want to say 500mcg E3D. After my last shot of Test E i started 100mg of Clomid for 2 weeks and then 50mg for 4 weeks. Kept running the HCG the entire time.
From a mental perspective it worked, but I'm not so sure it helped me recover any faster or better. I know guys who came off massive amounts cold turkey due to health scares and they experienced about the same thing i did.
I was on ~3000mg of combined AAS for about a year before i decided to do this; before that i was on a lot more than that. Once i realized my power lifting days where over due to a torn ACL and my blood work was coming back terrible, i decided to come clean and stayed clean for over 2 years.
Just make sure you keep training hard, don't stop going to the gym. You will lose a lot of desire to train, but if you stay with it you can keep a lot of your gains. The biggest shock to me was how fast my strength dropped. My size didn't drop as bad as i thought, i pretty much looked the same, just deflated.
Good luck!