You could take a year to just enjoy working out, relax and have your body rest for a while. You've been through a lot. Just enjoy the present moment for what it is and get it in your gut that it is the only thing we ever have. You almost lost it all, everything, every concept of what you think you are will disappear when you die. Might as well detach yourself from those burdens while you are still healthy and enjoy life for what it is...
At some point in our lives, we have to stop going to the gym for our ego and take care of our health, getting detached from our body that, even though we might not like it, is susceptible to entropy and decay...
And you know you look good...