I will admit I hardly EVER put the weights back on the rack after training

[mdef48]

Sure, shizzo faking his death was a dangerous move

In his world it was.

It took courage.

Giving up the only one meaningful thing in your life.

Getbig.

The rejection of his peers on here drove him into dispear  and destitution.

Turned his world upside down.

The realization he would never be made mod sent him into a great depression.

There was only one solution.

The final solution.

His death and suicide.

Online.

[King Shizzo]

In his world it was.

It took courage.

Giving up the only one meaningful thing in your life.

Getbig.

The rejection of his peers on here drove him into dispear  and destitution.

Turned his world upside down.

The realization he would never be made mod sent him into a great depression.

There was only one solution.

The final solution.

His death and suicide.

Online.

That was as deep as your nostrils.

[BigRo]

why did you fake your death though Shizz?

[greeneyes]

In his world it was.

It took courage.

Giving up the only one meaningful thing in your life.

Getbig.

The rejection of his peers on here drove him into dispear  and destitution.

Turned his world upside down.

The realization he would never be made mod sent him into a great depression.

There was only one solution.

The final solution.

His death and suicide.

Online.

My theory about faking his own death is different. Everyone told him he is not funny and not a good poster so decided to fake his death to see their " real feelings" about him because to himself he was a good poster. When he got no sympathy even death, he knew then for sure that he is a shitty poster.

[King Shizzo]

why did you fake your death though Shizz?

Short answer? I was drunk, and thought it would be funny.

It was a mistake for the fact that people on Getbig have known people who have died/been killed by drunk driving.


Not that it helps, but people sniffed out that it was a hoax within minutes anyway.

[greeneyes]

Shizzo is only "respected" now because of Joon. After he humiliated himself in videos, people decided to leave him alone and not discuss his existence in the board. They knew what miserable being he was and won pity of getbiggers.

[King Shizzo]

Shizzo is only "respected" now because of Joon. After he humiliated himself in videos, people decided to leave him alone and not discuss his existence in the board. They knew what miserable being he was and won pity of getbiggers.

Not falling for it.    I am like Teflon at this point.

[Waller]

Not falling for it.    I am like Teflon at this point.

Hard?

[King Shizzo]

Hard?

If you want me to be.

[greeneyes]

If you want me to be.

Still the truth. Most getbiggers are easy on you because they saw how you humiliated yourself on a daily basis for months. Faking your death to see who's going to feel bad about it was a teenager move. Making miserable videos was another step to show what's up with you.

[mdef48]

My theory about faking his own death is different. Everyone told him he is not funny and not a good poster so decided to fake his death to see their " real feelings" about him because to himself he was a good poster. When he got no sympathy even death, he knew then for sure that he is a shitty poster.

While I agree there are snippets of truth with your analysis about shizzo's getbig insecurities I disagree entirely with the rest of your theory.

You see Shizzo was never a shitty poster in his glory days.
Shizzo in his trolling days made Getbig what it was. He was the talk of the town, the main attraction and a crowd puller.

He was the Frank Sinatra of GB.
He was almost on Gh15 level but in a different way...in a trolling way.

He was a show man, a box office best seller, GB entertainment at its very best.

Despite what everyone claimed secretly everyone always loved Shizzo because he brought the LULZ.
Everyone waited with baited breath in anticipation of his next thread just so they could bash him while they secretly go their pop corn out

His success made many jealous.
Particularly Bigmc and his gimmick empire.

They felt Shizzo was a threat to them so they started the propaganda campaign against him to try and discredit him.

I was one of only a handful of people who could see this and the truth.
Hence why I was always a  staunt Shizzo supporter.

Shizzo is the godfather and inspiration behind the Joon account.

I learned everything I could about Shizzo. Like a young buck learning from a great master.
I studied his posts and every move intently....doing my homework and taking notes.

In time Joon superseded Shizzo and took it to a whole new level with the video content
I had mixed feelings about this.

Obviously delighted at my own success but also saddened and guilty in a way that I managed to surpass my great hero and idol.

Those were the days of GB at their best.

Uncle Junior Approved.
Shepherd of Sinai - Protector of the weak and vulnerable.
 

[King Shizzo]

While I agree there are snippets of truth with your analysis about shizzo's getbig insecurities I disagree entirely with the rest of your theory.

You see Shizzo was never a shitty poster in his glory days.
Shizzo in his trolling days made Getbig what it was. He was the talk of the town, the main attraction and a crowd puller.

He was the Frank Sinatra of GB.
He was almost on Gh15 level but in a different way...in a trolling way.

He was a show man, a box office best seller, GB entertainment at its very best.

Despite what everyone claimed secretly everyone always loved Shizzo because he brought the LULZ.
Everyone waited with baited breath in anticipation of his next thread just so they could bash him.

His success made many jealous.
Particularly Bigmc and his gimmick empire.

They felt Shizzo was a threat to them so they started the propaganda campaign against him to try and discredit him.

I was one of only a handful of people who could see this and the truth.
Hence why I was always a  staunt Shizzo supporter.

Shizzo is the godfather and inspiration behind the Joon account.

I learned everything I could about Shizzo. Like a young buck learning from a great master.
I studied his posts intently.

In time Joon superseded Shizzo and took it to a whole new level.
I had mixed feelings about this.

Obviously delighted at my own success but also saddened and guilty in a way that I managed to surpass my great hero and idol.

Those were the days of GB at their best.

Uncle Junior Approved.
Shepherd of Sinai - Protector of the weak and vulnerable.
 

I'll sign off on that biography of myself 

Seriously though, I am toning it down on purpose. They are looking into the mod situation very soon, and I would like to think I have a realistic shot a getting a spot. You just can't go all "willy nilly" as a moderator.

I would like to think as a moderator, you are held to a higher standard.

[Walter Sobchak]

In his world it was.

It took courage.

Giving up the only one meaningful thing in your life.

Getbig.

The rejection of his peers on here drove him into dispear  and destitution.

Turned his world upside down.

The realization he would never be made mod sent him into a great depression.

There was only one solution.

The final solution.

His death and suicide.

Online.

This was partially believable until you said Shizzo had peers.

[mdef48]

I'll sign off on that biography of myself  

Seriously though, I am toning it down on purpose. They are looking into the mod situation very soon, and I would like to think I have a realistic shot a getting a spot. You just can't go all "willy nilly" as a moderator.

I would like to think as a moderator, you are held to a higher standard.

I am not being a hater saying this and I sincerely wish you fulfill your dream about getting the mod spot.
However, I feel like you are being strung along here....and I don't want your feelings to be hurt... I know deep down you are a sensitive soul.

There is about as much chance of you getting a mod spot as their is with Kai Green winning the Olympia.
Are you deserving of the mod spot? Absolutely, no one deserves it more in my opinion.

But unfortunately, politics is politics and Getbig politics is even harder and more brutal than bodybuilding politics.
Its never about doing the right thing it is always about pleasing the right people.
We saw that with the UK board.

While Princess L brings a breath of fresh air to the boards, new direction and leadership starting  a dawn of a new chapter I am not sure if she currently has enough clout to overpower some of the other darker forces that still linger in the background.

I am firmly behind her purple revolution of peace and have my army of gimmicks ready at her disposal the moment revolution erupts and the peoples scream for change is heard.

I will always love you, but I feel it a great tragedy and disservice to your hardcore and loyal fans Shizzo that you sold out for the mod spot possibilities.
You were prefect as you were, you didn't need to change for anybody.

They tried to change me too with their mind control games and underhand bully boy tactics.
But I retaliated with my army of Kamikaze gimmicks and regained control.

i feel if you stuck to your guns and beliefs and went through the pain you could have come out the other side smelling like roses like I do and defeating your enemies in glorious triumph
But instead you decided to appease the enemies and engage and give in to their ridiculous demands to change you.

That was a sad day.

Always be yourself and who you are.
Never retreat or surrender.
Choose to live life on your own terms always or die a glorious heroic death instead.

[King Shizzo]

I will continue to keep the faith Junior. They couldn't trust the drunk I used to be, and I can absolutely respect that.

I know I have some credible supporters wishing me luck as well.

[mdef48]

I will continue to keep the faith Junior. They couldn't trust the drunk I used to be, and I can absolutely respect that.

I know I have some credible supporters wishing me luck as well.

On aside my friend I just want to clarify one thing.
I know many people believe you to be alcoholic just like they believe I am a drug addict simply for using recreational drugs here or there.

I never bought into it as being a given that you were an alcoholic.
I just think u were a kid you liked a drink here or there just like many people.
You were probably a heavy drinker but not a true alcoholic.

I also don't believe you ever went to AA.
You could prove me wrong by giving me the name and number of your sponsor to verify.

I think the whole AA think was/is a cover story in your reformation story.
I don't believe or buy it.
Why?
Cos I don't believe you ever actually had a problem in the first place.

You may say I am wrong and maybe I am.
But that is my theory and I will stick to it

[devilsmile]

Still the truth. Most getbiggers are easy on you because they saw how you humiliated yourself on a daily basis for months. Faking your death to see who's going to feel bad about it was a teenager move. Making miserable videos was another step to show what's up with you.

somebody give me some insight to this please

[King Shizzo]

On aside my friend I just want to clarify one thing.
I know many people believe you to be alcoholic just like they believe I am a drug addict simply for using recreational drugs here or there.

I never bought into it as being a given that you were an alcoholic.
I just think u were a kid you liked a drink here or there just like many people.
You were probably a heavy drinker but not a true alcoholic.

I also don't believe you ever went to AA.
You could prove me wrong by giving me the name and number of your sponsor to verify.

I think the whole AA think was/is a cover story in your reformation story.
I don't believe or buy it.
Why?
Cos I don't believe you ever actually had a problem.

You may say I am wrong and maybe I am.
But that is my theory and I will stick to it

Never had a sponsor. I only went to the required 16 meetings for the program I had to do for work. I also had weekly phone meetings with a counselor, and I am still required to remain sober (subjected to increased random drug tests which focus on the alcohol) until November of 2015.


I definitely had a major problem developing, which was slowly taking over my life. That's fine if you don't believe me. I am the one who has to live with myself in the real world, and I am happy with the progress I have made (not a drop since Oct. 2014)

Its been a weight lifted off of me figuratively and literally. I have lost close to 30 pounds, and the desire to lose more is there.

A mod spot would be cool, but I have already won something in real life, which is much more important.

[mdef48]

Never had a sponsor. I only went to the required 16 meetings for the program I had to do for work. I also had weekly phone meetings with a counselor, and I am still required to remain sober (subjected to increased random drug tests which focus on the alcohol) until November of 2015.


I definitely had a major problem developing, which was slowly taking over my life. That's fine if you don't believe me. I am the one who has to live with myself in the real world, and I am happy with the progress I have made (not a drop since Oct. 2014)

Its been a weight lifted off of me figuratively and literally. I have lost close to 30 pounds, and the desire to lose more is there.

A mod spot would be cool, but I have already won something in real life, which is much more important.

Props if true.

Care to post a recent pic?

[greeneyes]

somebody give me some insight to this please

I think you didn't witness shizzo faking his death and doing video for money. 
One day he came to getbig and logged ( with his account or another one, I don't remember ) like he was shizzo brother. Shizzo brother told us that shizzo is dead in a car crash then after a while the truth comes that's all fake.
As for videos, he was humiliating himself, drunk, in videos Joon told him to do for money. Some video was him naked doing push ups or whatever.  Great shows 

[devilsmile]

I think you didn't witness shizzo faking his death and doing video for money.  
One day he came to getbig and logged ( with his account or another one, I don't remember ) like he was shizzo brother. Shizzo brother told us that shizzo is dead in a car crash then after a while the truth comes that's all fake.
As for videos, he was humiliating himself, drunk, in videos Joon told him to do for money. Some video was him naked doing push ups or whatever.  Great shows  

I will use it against him if he thinks it's weird for me to get super horroused by womens gymnastics and real grappling/wrestling

bigro told me it's extremely weird, yet he made g4p cams. no pun intended bigro, but go fuck ur self , womens gymnastics is overwhelmingly horrousing!

[King Shizzo]

Props if true.

Care to post a recent pic?

There will be plenty of time for that once I lose more weight. I am around 240 or bust right now, down from an all-time high (or low) at 269-270 in October.

[mdef48]

somebody give me some insight to this please

The Shizzo fake death thing I am not the expert on you are better of asking Narcisticdeity, think he might have the original thread.
As for the videos Shizzo did nothing wrong.

He made a thread with a shirtless pic "260lb of awesome" looking crazy fat.
I couldn't believe he got that fat, I thought it was a troll job and photos-hoped pic.

I asked him to do video to prove it was really him the pic and no photoshop and that I would give him 250 bucks if he did.
I thought he was lying.
He posted video and owned me.

Josh probably has is on his youtube channel.

The other video of him doing 25 pushups was for charity.
He was a good sport.

[mdef48]

There will be plenty of time for that once I lose more weight. I am around 240 or bust right now, down from an all-time high (or low) at 269-270 in October.

I had a glimpse of one you posted up couple weeks back, u looked good.
Post up again if its cool.
Looked like you thined out your eyebrows though.

Kinda looked metrosexual.
I prefer butch shizz.

(slight homo)

[greeneyes]

I will use it against him if he thinks it's weird for me to get super horroused by womens gymnastics and real grappling/wrestling

bigro told me it's extremely weird, yet he made g4p cams. no pun intended bigro, but go fuck ur self , womens gymnastics is overwhelmingly horrousing!

Sometimes, myself, watch wrestling women games. The women wrestlers has beautiful legs to the point I can tolerate being suffocated in between. I'm not ashamed of it.