Oh fuck i completely forgot to add the impulsiveness I had. If my friends wanted to do something I wouldn't even think twice or if I got pissed off and completely went off I just went crazy and didn't even think about it. It was bad
yeah my best buddy who has always kind of been my scholar in terms of AAS, training etc (started gym and AAS because of me basically) recently became a personal trainer at my gym...
when he tried correcting me on some exercise i got heated (tren+methyltren didnt help) and shouted at him and called him a fucking retard who thinks he knows everything cuz hes wearing a white PT vest now
10 secs later i realized i was a moron, he told me later that he couldve just thrown me out of the gym for that because well, hes the boss basically
people were asking him who the asshole (me) was later that day lol
he just told them i had a bad day
luckily hes on tren either and understands my behavior
also issues with chicks are the worst i swear... when youre in the position of power you get so detached because you think you can get any girl you want anyway
but then again when your chick has some issue with you you get paranoid as fuck that she could leave you over little shit