all prescriptions and drugs gonna ruin you - drop those in the trash; yes defenders will come now and say but I, I, me, me is sick hormones, me poor little me can't function, me can't w/out these drugs I'll die me me poor little me - lol DROP IT you little pussy and get on your feets bunch of little babies!
drop everything and seek answers within deep inside you it's all there - read certain books
alan watts
osho
mirdad (by mikhail naimy)
khairil gibran
love is your answer, love is the law of god - you live so you may learn how to love, and you love so you may learn how to live - there are no other laws in this world.
HTH.
and lift heavy