guess what - I got half my ass cut off and almost died.

[mazfit]

So guys you all know that I had a lump

Well it turned green and into a huge abcess

Went hospital got it drained and now have a huge open wound

What's worse second day in hospital it bled uncontrollable and I almost blednto death

I had a blood transfusion and spent 8 days in hospital

I now have a a vacume attached to the wound am on codeine round the clock for the pain

No training for 3 months. - already look like a normal person had no gear for 5 weeks.
Lost 2 stone already

Lesson - always swabb and don't jab 5ml in one go your asking for trouble

Going forward , ,I'm going to use peptides to help healing

Then probably grow very slow and lean after recovery

Really put me off high doses tbh

Dr also said my kidneys and liver where that of a 50 year old,

Still hasn't put me off gear though , just going to be more sensibken

I'm more pissed that all winter ivengrown inton 235lb ready tonlean down
To a solid ,220 - and this has fuked everything

Yes it Fuking hurts and I'm attached to a tube and vacume all day

Look up VAC therapy that's what I'm on

Now someone cheer me up n say muscle memory exists and I'll be back to 235 in no time lol

Someone help me with a plan for when in recover /.... Bulk? Lean..... Or recomp

Never had time off or an injury before

Possibly the only positive this was the only way I was gna have time off aas

I could go into mad depression

Going from a freak,, complimented talked about wherever I went in a tight top of vest

To looking literally a guy who may or may not go to the gym,.

I'm also on antidepressants Dr says dangerous for my mental health shrinking somquick and going cold turkey from 5,g a week to 0g

f
M
L

[ritch]

Reminds of when I had to take 3 whole months off as well. Was 220ish, natural, went down to just under 180lbs. Took a good 3 months+ to get that shit back, (still natty...) and could not even incline bench 1 plate 12 times. What a shock, was embarrassed, took 3 months to get a 3 plate squat as well after.

The good news in your case is you'll be on gear. Depending if you're an ecto and skinny or other would determine your diet I think when you go back on.

Either way, calorie wise, I think it will take some time to build up to being able to eat the way you do and by the end of summer you should be back to your old self if not before.

[mazfit]

Thanks for the encouraged words brother

I also went on a meph binge that week was the royal week of royal fuck ups

I'm natural quite lean but not an ecto

So once back to it slowly increase food and gear n just keep it going

[ritch]

Thanks for the encouraged words brother

I also went on a meph binge that week was the royal week of royal fuck ups

I'm natural quite lean but not an ecto

So once back to it slowly increase food and gear n just keep it going

Done my fair of binges as well, so glad I'm over the worst of all that. Part in bold is what I would do. No point in taking 100mg of anadrol that will make you so damn strong, you won't be ready for it...

Gonna try and focus on the positive here that you're taking a break from high gear doses. I think we both know it takes something real serious for guys like us to back off. Hearing you have such an aged liver is not very comforting...

Can you go for walks outside or no physical activity at all?

[mazfit]

Yes the liver results wasn't great to hear

Had some bad news and went straight to the meph made everything worse lol

Exactly 3 months off gear and then attack it from a different angle lower doses
More time cruising ect

I can walk about currently after 2 bouts of anaesthetic and blood transfusion I'm pretty weak walking takes my breath away

But as I get better I'm gna start walking more

May even do some light lifting once its healed na bit

We talking about a wound 12cm by 10cm so pretty substantial alson,4cm deep

Slow steady progress hoping by sept time I'll look more like myself

[ritch]

Yes the liver results wasn't great to hear

Had some bad news and went straight to the meph made everything worse lol

Exactly 3 months off gear and then attack it from a different angle lower doses
More time cruising ect

I can walk about currently after 2 bouts of anaesthetic and blood transfusion I'm pretty weak walking takes my breath away

But as I get better I'm gna start walking more

May even do some light lifting once its healed na bit

We talking about a wound 12cm by 10cm so pretty substantial alson,4cm deep

Slow steady progress hoping by sept time I'll look more like myself

CRap, that is HUGE!!!. The light lifting my mess up your process and not do much for your cause of retaining muscle. I'd try to be outside and get air, walk a bit, rest and so on.

But for sure the iron will be calling you man. Say you said you'd train at 33% and do fast sets of light weights... Say you finish the training and did not ruin the recovery process. I bet you will wanna go heavier next time, get a bit more reps or whatever.

Don't have the time you spent out the gym up until now ruined by not allowing this to reover/heal!!!

[equipoise]

How'd you get the abscess? was it
(1) Dirty gear
(2) Bad injection technique
(3) Injecting too much gear in the same spot too often?

I want to avoid this myself

[mazfit]

Didn't swab

Had been gym before

Maim culprit injexting 5ml into scar tissue comtaing ,,500mg test ,500mg eq 200,,,mg mast 200mg tren

[equipoise]

Didn't swab

Had been gym before

Maim culprit injexting 5ml into scar tissue comtaing ,,500mg test ,500mg eq 200,,,mg mast 200mg tren

Ah shit man, that sucks. at least it was free on the NHS, i presume? I think you should take some GH to help in the recovery process

[spiro]

Dude take this time to get super lean its a blessing in disguise! You will blow up lean! This time try it on smaller doses. I got real sick once couldn't eat so I dropped fat like crazy. Only took a few months to blow up again. This time be smarter use less.


What was wrong with your liver and kidneys?

[local hero]

On grams per week for long periods of time will destroy your liver and kidneys, its the price you pay for blasting...

I've known a few guys get abscesses, I honestly believe its from dirty gear 90% of the time.. But frequent volume into same area could as you found out do the same

I hope you recover and see the light, no point killing your self unless your chasing the dream, you wont think it now, but tho is probly the bed thing that happens to you, you've saved your self from dialysis/ liver failure

I had similar situation, was chasing a top 5 heavy finish, around your age, tore both my hamstrings, pec, knee and ac joint all in 6 month, went from 19st with abbs to 16 and soft... I was just starting to up my doses from moderate to heavy, looking at slin etc etc... I'm glad I hurt my self id be half way to the grave by now

[efanhowz]

You're alive man! Be thankful for that

I would start on trt human grade only doctor prescribed

Find something else to appreciate in life besides a mirror

[local hero]

You're alive man! Be thankful for that

I would start on trt human grade only doctor prescribed

Find something else to appreciate in life besides a mirror

No one in uk is getting trt off a doctor... Specialy a man under 50

[equipoise]

No one in uk is getting trt off a doctor... Specialy a man under 50

There are a lot of harley street anti-aging men's health clinics that prescribe test. You have to be willing to pay the price though.

[whitewidow]

Bro so what exactly happened? did it turn a color right away or did you just get horrible PIP? I did 4CC's last night 2 CC Tren and 2 CC watson Test cyp but I totally fucked up I forgot to switch the needle! So I went through a bunch of stoppers it's a little swollen but not disscolored and I did train today. No flu. Fuck I can;t believe I forgot to switch the needle tip! I think it's just swollen, it should go down I don;t feel like going to the hospiatl I still went to the gym twice today. I shot another 3CC in my right glute today so I think I am OK. Nothing is disscolored just feels swollen.

[whitewidow]

So guys you all know that I had a lump

Well it turned green and into a huge abcess

Went hospital got it drained and now have a huge open wound

What's worse second day in hospital it bled uncontrollable and I almost blednto death

I had a blood transfusion and spent 8 days in hospital

I now have a a vacume attached to the wound am on codeine round the clock for the pain

No training for 3 months. - already look like a normal person had no gear for 5 weeks.
Lost 2 stone already

Lesson - always swabb and don't jab 5ml in one go your asking for trouble

Going forward , ,I'm going to use peptides to help healing

Then probably grow very slow and lean after recovery

Really put me off high doses tbh

Dr also said my kidneys and liver where that of a 50 year old,

Still hasn't put me off gear though , just going to be more sensibken

I'm more pissed that all winter ivengrown inton 235lb ready tonlean down
To a solid ,220 - and this has fuked everything

Yes it Fuking hurts and I'm attached to a tube and vacume all day

Look up VAC therapy that's what I'm on

Now someone cheer me up n say muscle memory exists and I'll be back to 235 in no time lol

Someone help me with a plan for when in recover /.... Bulk? Lean..... Or recomp

Never had time off or an injury before

Possibly the only positive this was the only way I was gna have time off aas

I could go into mad depression

Going from a freak,, complimented talked about wherever I went in a tight top of vest

To looking literally a guy who may or may not go to the gym,.

I'm also on antidepressants Dr says dangerous for my mental health shrinking somquick and going cold turkey from 5,g a week to 0g

f
M
L

How long did it take to turn colors and turned that green color. I think I am fine but what a dumb mistake I made.

[heenok]

Holy fuck thats scary. Please tell us what lab you were using ?
And shit being big isnt worth going through all that, you should seriously consider taking a more conservative stance with your dosage.
No one needs to run tren or orals year round...

[mazfit]

Like local hero said blessing in disguise - I will be much more conservative

I'm using this 3 months off gear low calories high protein try and get lean

White widow = after about 7 days it went green, trust me the pain of abcess isn't the same no way you could go gym in fact just having a shower almost brought me to passnout it was so painful

They drained 150ml!!!!! Of puss

I'm gna say in doubt dirty gear as I'd used the same vial all week

More likely volume in scar plus no swabbing and not being hygeininc

I've just been lucky thus far

Think my calories are gna be low protein high

May get some clen next week and peptides tommorow maybe gh

[Mawse]

No one in uk is getting trt off a doctor... Specialy a man under 50

Talk to joon, he gets HGH and anavar from his  

Must have been filthy UG gear, the volume and scar tissue just gave it more chance for whatever was in there to infect you

Always run UG through a filter if you have to use it IMO as you never know how unsterile it might be

Pics of ass?

[wrath]

Wow man that sounds soo fucked up, horrible situation.
Just don't see how sterile gear can cause an abcess even if you injected into scar tissue, 5ml isnt that much, especially for your ass. It should have just lumped up for a while till it dispersed.
anyway, glad your on track to recovery.

[tatoo]

good lord..

[Omega]

Please name the lab you were using mate.
Although jabbing a sweaty ass is never a good idea!!

A few things you need to take from this. Constructive criticism:
This is a wake up call for you.

1.Your kidneys and liver are not in a good way imagine your heart. Are you using preventative measures such as niacin, CQ10, Nac ace, Hawthorn etc etc.
   I take it you are not getting regular blood work done?
2.Youre 17st and having to use a boatload of shit to maintain it, thats doing you no favours. I would say that you arent the best responder to AAS, if your gear
   is bob on.
3.Your mental state has been effected. You associate your identity to your physique. Everyone will have to come off the gas at some point. You have had a
   taster.

All the best with your recovery. Been there myself last year with a quad tendon tear.

[Mranabolic]

Pepshop who is mazfit source and make muscle@pharma is fucked over many many guys and closed site and dispear

4 ppl have abscess from his gear and 6 ppl receive canola oil 100% bunk

Mazfit get his shit for free so mate .... Pepshop fuck u !!!! Next time learn pay for your gear and no take free bathtub shit

His gear is bunk that why u use 5 g .... If u want i can buy u 4 vial alpha pharma tren ace and try take 1 g a week from that ... lOl

U telll lies u are pro to promote pepshop ... Now look what happened to u

Pepshpo-> muscle@pharma-> bathtub gear

Dismised



P.s i feel bad for u no bodybuilder must go through this but next time remeber ... In this game u say u know so well but u know fuck all ... In this game man ... Always fucking always u get what u pay for!!!!

[mazfit]

I've been using that gear for 2 years mate never had a problem

I only promoted it because it worked for me hence 17 stone I'm an average responder to gear

This jab was actually pharma labs ~ but like I said I'd been using it all week

Quite obviously you work for another brand as you have one post

And non of the gear uses canola oil its all eo.

I will continue to use that at lower doses as I've never had a problem in 2 years

Don't come on here and give false info like the shill you are

How did I get to 17 stone with only one month on growth if the brand is so shit?
And I only used ,5g for 3 months out of 2 years. And never one infection.

It was either the pharma labs or the fact I didn't swab hadn't showered just bad luck which can happen.

Don't give miss information out please.

Thanks for the positive words the rest of you definately a blessing in disguise

[Overload]

Sorry to hear this man, i hope everything heals up quickly.

You will be fine, just focus on recovery and staying healthy.  Once you are in better shape, start exercising and slowly work back into it.  I had an ACL reconstruction years ago and i took 8 weeks off from the gym with no gear.  I shrunk down quite a bit and was rehabing my knee while taking a lot of pain killers.  After 4 weeks of physical therapy i started lifting weights in the gym.  At first i was really weak, but after a few weeks i started to feel good again.  I started a mild cycle of Test and Tren with a low dose of GH and made a quick recovery.

Moral of the story, shit happens and you will be fine in a few months.

Just don't get fat.