I was just thinking about it in a non-judgemental way. Being an alpha male women always approach me from one angle...I wasn't always after sex and blowjobs from them, sometimes I came across attractive women with whom I had a lot in common with, but I had sex with them and let them go like the others, yet a feeling of emptiness always struck me...Now with time I realise I craved more from them, a lot more than what a blowjob and anal sex had to offer me, I wanted to shop with them, piss together in toilet, talk about sex in a girly way and just be totally bff....it struck me harder when I read the following from Caitlyn:
"Caitlyn also embarks on a road trip with her gal pals and learns what happens during a slumber party. "You pillow fight. You tell ghost stories. You compare your boob sizes," her friend explains."
I no longer want to fuck their brains out and walk out like I'm the shit....I want to pillow fight and compare boob sizes and have slumber parties drinking wine and complain about cellulite.