Ok this will be a little weird but whatever

In kindergaden I was already sexually curious of my kindergarden female teachers. I always wanted to sit on their lap and get kisses from them and kiss their necks. I don't know did they get sexual gratification from this, but they sure kissed me a lot sometimes and I got aroused from it.
I already rubbed myself against the bed mattress or whatever soft and smooth enough material I could think of. Once I got caught from it and the kindergarden teachers were very upset. Many times when I saw a chance to sneak in some other play room to rub my dick against something I would do it and I did that a lot.
I also realized that I was ahead of my time in this regard, so I even fooled one girl playmate to play "savannah lions" with me. I told her I would need to give her a bath, with my tongue of course, because that's how lions do it. She thought it was a very fun game, but she had no idea I was actually using the shit out of her for my selfish and sexual fantasies.
By the time I was in school sexually pleasing my self was a daily routine. Porn never turned me on tho, I was always fascinated by natural beauty.