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What is the closest you have ever been in thinking of suicide?
« on: October 22, 2015, 08:26:11 AM »

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Re: what is the closest you have ever been?
« Reply #1 on: October 22, 2015, 08:27:54 AM »
Shut those haters down like Phil!

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Re: what is the closest you have ever been?
« Reply #3 on: October 22, 2015, 08:45:08 AM »
A quick jab of 300iu insulin away.

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Re: what is the closest you have ever been?
« Reply #4 on: October 22, 2015, 08:45:59 AM »
I've come dangerously close to having kindergarten-level drawing skills.

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Re: what is the closest you have ever been?
« Reply #5 on: October 22, 2015, 10:24:32 AM »

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Re: what is the closest you have ever been?
« Reply #6 on: October 22, 2015, 11:57:05 AM »
I've been way too close throwing a rival from the 2nd floor balcony.....

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« Reply #7 on: October 22, 2015, 11:58:38 AM »

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Re: what is the closest you have ever been?
« Reply #8 on: October 22, 2015, 12:06:50 PM »

Kurgan quotes Neil Young.........life can't get much better.  8)

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Re: what is the closest you have ever been?
« Reply #9 on: October 22, 2015, 12:24:22 PM »
Never

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Re: what is the closest you have ever been?
« Reply #10 on: October 22, 2015, 12:28:49 PM »
Was the noose prepared?

So to speak, and then some.

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Re: what is the closest you have ever been?
« Reply #11 on: October 22, 2015, 12:32:25 PM »
A quick jab of 300iu insulin away.
A bodybuilder's way out...  ;D

That would be so damn traumatic and chances are you could still survive. The adrenal response would be so massive I doubt somebody could stave off reaching for food unless they combined it with a shitload of benzodiazepines.

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Re: what is the closest you have ever been?
« Reply #12 on: October 22, 2015, 12:52:14 PM »
Been there once.........no details will be given though.


It is kind of a funny story though.

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Re: what is the closest you have ever been?
« Reply #13 on: October 22, 2015, 12:53:31 PM »
Never, would only have thought like that if owt ever happen to my kids

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Re: what is the closest you have ever been?
« Reply #14 on: October 22, 2015, 12:57:48 PM »
Been there once as well a few years ago, lots of loved ones passed away in a very short period of time.

One very very dear to me dying in my arms as i tried to resuscitate her.

Lost 4 people in a timeperiod of less than three months and things looked very grim.
That's when my hair and beard turned grey and i became a bitter and grumpy old man.


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Re: what is the closest you have ever been?
« Reply #15 on: October 22, 2015, 02:06:10 PM »
Been there once as well a few years ago, lots of loved ones passed away in a very short period of time.

One very very dear to me dying in my arms as i tried to resuscitate her.

Lost 4 people in a timeperiod of less than three months and things looked very grim.
That's when my hair and beard turned grey and i became a bitter and grumpy old man.



Shit can go dark real quick, huh?

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Re: what is the closest you have ever been?
« Reply #16 on: October 22, 2015, 03:24:48 PM »
Shut those haters down like Phil!




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Re: what is the closest you have ever been?
« Reply #17 on: October 22, 2015, 03:26:30 PM »
Been there once as well a few years ago, lots of loved ones passed away in a very short period of time.

One very very dear to me dying in my arms as i tried to resuscitate her.

Lost 4 people in a timeperiod of less than three months and things looked very grim.
That's when my hair and beard turned grey and i became a bitter and grumpy old man.


Sorry to hear it brother.

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Re: what is the closest you have ever been?
« Reply #18 on: October 22, 2015, 03:31:45 PM »
Shut those haters down like Phil!



Forgot his apostrophe for the other plural.

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Re: what is the closest you have ever been?
« Reply #19 on: October 22, 2015, 04:18:52 PM »
Was having a lot of anxiety in early 20s and thought I was going crazy. I wasn't it was just anxiety but I had decided that if in fact I was legit going crazy I would jump off a bridge in the ice cold Chena River in Alaska and freeze to death or drown. Would never hang myself.

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Re: what is the closest you have ever been?
« Reply #20 on: October 22, 2015, 09:42:22 PM »
Was having a lot of anxiety in early 20s and thought I was going crazy. I wasn't it was just anxiety but I had decided that if in fact I was legit going crazy I would jump off a bridge in the ice cold Chena River in Alaska and freeze to death or drown. Would never hang myself.

Why you gotta hate on hanging, bro?

Alaska? Shoot, that's America, dude, fuckers up there go out with bullets. And they do it often, I hear. But ixnay on the river, guy, that shit's cold.

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Re: What is the closest you have ever been in thinking of suicide?
« Reply #21 on: October 22, 2015, 10:30:12 PM »
everything in time/space is doomed to total annihilation, it's how we act with this information that defines us

resist and rise: that is our story

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Re: What is the closest you have ever been in thinking of suicide?
« Reply #22 on: October 22, 2015, 10:36:54 PM »
My mother was crazy; My dad was useless...Whenever I had to deal with them...Luckily I had an Uncle in the oil patch who made a horse available to me at the Herman Park Stables...

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Re: What is the closest you have ever been in thinking of suicide?
« Reply #23 on: October 23, 2015, 12:13:04 AM »
couple of weeks ago while driving home

eating a bottle of sleeping pills was just about the most relieving thing i could think about

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Re: What is the closest you have ever been in thinking of suicide?
« Reply #24 on: October 23, 2015, 12:57:02 AM »
Once in a WYHI thread, I said 'I'd rather kill myself'